The accent was good, but a little too good. It was too refined. The
pronunciation of the words was too correct. It had not that careless
certainty of the born lady. She spoke in an angry tenor voice, in the
rich soft tones of the Midlands, her mother’s birthplace. Her voice
had the softness of butter, that voice which patriotic Irishmen always
associate with kindness and unassailable innocence and virtue, but
which is really the natural mask of a stern, resolute character.
“Aren’t we bad enough,” she continued, “without your acting like a
drunken tramp? Shut up and don’t disgrace yourself.” She stamped her
right foot and cried again: “Shut up.”
The father relaxed immediately. He began to tremble slightly. He was
very much afraid of his daughter. In spite of the power of
vituperation which he undoubtedly possessed, he had been afraid of
both his children. When Francis had become discontented and joined the
Revolutionary Organization, the father had poured out threats and
abuse for hours, almost every night, for the edification of his wife,
but when the son came in he said nothing. He was a weak, nervous
character, slightly hysterical, capable of committing any act on the
spur of the moment, but incapable of pursuing a logical course of
action resolutely. But his children were resolute. The son was
resolute in his hatred of existing conditions of society. He was a
resolute, determined revolutionary, with his father’s energy. The
daughter was resolute in her determination to get out of the slums.
The father slipped out of the hands of the men that were holding him
and moved backwards until he reached the bed. He sat down on it
without looking at it. He wiped his forehead with his sleeve although
it was perfectly dry. But it had a prickly feeling in it, as if scores
of needles had thrust themselves out from his brain through it. He
always felt like that when he got an attack of nerves, especially
since his son became a revolutionary, and it became known that his
activities were being watched at police headquarters.
He looked at his daughter, at first in a cowed fashion. He was afraid
of her, because she had become what he had urged her from her infancy
to become, “a lady.” He was afraid of her because she was so well
educated, because she had such “swell” friends, because she dressed so
well, because she washed herself several times a day, because she
spoke properly. But then he became irritated with all this and
remembered that he himself was a Socialist, the chairman of his branch
of the trade union, a political leader in the district, that all men
were free and equal and . . . all the pet phrases with which
respectable Socialists delude themselves into the belief that they are
philosophers and men of principle. He spoke with a ring of indignation
and of warning in his voice.
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