I remember that, one morning in June, about four o'clock, when the
sun was already high in the heavens, I was aroused somewhat abruptly,
though still much fatigued and very sleepy. I was living in the
country, and my chamber, which faced the east, having neither curtain
nor shutter, the sun's rays fell full upon my bed. A magnificent
drone, I do not know how, had made its way into the room, and joyously
fluttered and buzzed in the sunshine. I grew weary of the noise. I
arose, and thinking he wished to sally forth, threw open the window.
But no; such was not his intention. The morning, though beautiful, was
very fresh and damp: he preferred to remain indoors, in a more genial
temperature, which dried and warmed him. Without, it was four A.M.;
within, it was already noon. He acted precisely as I should have done,
and would not depart. Willing to give him time, I left the window open,
and returned to my bed; but I could not sleep. The fresh air from
without entering into the room, my drone entered further and further,
and buzzed about and around. The obstinate and importunate guest
excited in me an angry feeling, and I started up, determined to expel
him by main force. A handkerchief was my weapon, but undoubtedly I made
use of it very unskilfully. I stunned, confused, and frightened the
drone; he whirled round and round in a dizzy fit, but thought less than
ever of quitting the chamber. My impatience increased: I pursued him
with greater, with too great impetuosity. He fell on the window-sill,
and rose no more.
* * * * *
Was he dead, or stunned? I would not close the window, thinking that
in the latter case the air might revive him, and he would fly away.
Meanwhile, by no means satisfied with what I had done, I threw myself
on my bed. On the whole, it was his own fault. Why did he not escape?
Such was my first reflection; but afterwards I grew more severe in
self-judgment, and accused my impatience. So great is the tyranny of
man, he can endure nothing. Like all kings, this lord of creation is
impetuous, and at the slightest contradiction breaks out into a fury,
and kills.
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