The International Monthly, Volume 4, No. 4, November 1, 1851Various
History
The International Monthly, Volume 4, No. 4, November 1, 1851
Various
Art, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Science -- History -- Periodicals
"Oh, Oliver," said aunt Carra, "you don't mean to go away?" "I see no
alternative," he replied; "I shall have nothing to do; if I had gone a year
ago it would have been better." "Why?" asked aunt Carry; but I think she
understood why, and Oliver did not answer directly, but said, "Almost the
last thing your father said to me was, that you should never marry any who
had not a house and twenty acres of land; if he has not, he will exact that
promise of you, and I cannot ask you not to make it, nor would you refuse
him if I did; I might have owned that long ago, but for my sister (she had
lost her reason) and my lame brother, whom I must educate to be a
school-master, because he never can work, and my blind mother; but God
forgive me! I must not and do not complain; you will forget me, before
long, Carry, and some body who is richer and better, will be to you all I
once hoped to be, and perhaps more."
I did not understand the meaning of the conversation at the time, but I
felt out of place some way, and so, going to another part of the mill, I
watched the sifting of the flour through the snowy bolter, listening to the
rumbling of the wheel. When I looked around I perceived that Oliver had
taken my place on the meal bag, and that he had put his arm around the
waist of aunt Carry in a way I did not much like.
Great sorrow, like a storm, sweeps us aside from ordinary feelings, and we
give our hearts into kindly hands--so cold and hollow and meaningless seem
the formulæ of the world. They had probably never spoken of love before,
and now talked of it as calmly as they would have talked of any thing else;
but they felt that hope was hopeless; at best, any union was deferred,
perhaps, for long years; the future was full of uncertainties. At last
their tones became very low, so low I could not hear what they said; but I
saw that they looked very sorrowful, and that aunt Carry's hand lay in that
of Oliver as though he were her brother.
"Why don't the flour come through?" I said, for the sifting had become
thinner and lighter, and at length quite ceased. Oliver smiled, faintly, as
he arose, and saying, "This will never buy the child a frock," poured a
sack of wheat into the hopper, so that it nearly run over. Seeing no child
but myself, I supposed he meant to buy me a new frock, and at once resolved
to put it in my little bureau, if he did.
"We have bothered Mr. Hillhouse long enough," said aunt Carry, taking my
hand, "and will go to the house, shall we not?"
I wondered why she said "Mr. Hillhouse," for I had never heard her say so
before; and Oliver seemed to wonder, too, for he said reproachfully, laying
particular stress on his own name, "You don't bother Mr. Hillhouse, I am
sure, but I must not insist on your remaining if you wish to go."
"I don't want to insist on my staying," said aunt Carry, "if you don't want
to, and I see you don't," and lifting me out to the sloping plank, that
bent beneath us, we descended.
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