The Irrational Knot: Being the Second Novel of His NonageShaw, Bernard
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The Irrational Knot: Being the Second Novel of His Nonage
Shaw, Bernard
Marriage -- Fiction; Social classes -- Fiction
something that is common to them and to all civilized mankind. The
reason that this isnt as clear to other workmen who come among them as
it is to me is that most workmen share their ignorance of the things
they affect superiority in. Poor Jackson, whom you all call the Yankee
cad, and who is not a cad at all in his proper place among the
engineers at our works, believes in the sham refinements he sees around
him at the at-homes he is so fond of. He has no art in him—no trained
ear for music or for fine diction, no trained eye for pictures and
colors and buildings, no cultivated sense of dignified movement,
gesture, and manner. But he knows what fashionable London listens to
and looks at, and how it talks and behaves; and he makes that his
standard, and sets down what is different from it as vulgar. Now the
difference between me and him is that I got an artistic training by
accident when I was young, and had the natural turn to profit by it.
Before I ever saw a West End Londoner I knew beautiful from ugly, rare
from common, in music, speech, costume, and gesture; for in my father’s
operatic and theatrical companies there did come now and then, among
the crowd of thirdraters, a dancer, an actor, a scenepainter, a singer,
or a bandsman or conductor who was a fine artist. Consequently, I was
not to be taken in like Jackson by made-up faces, trashy pictures,
drawling and lounging and strutting and tailoring, drawing-room singing
and drawing-room dancing, any more than by bad ventilation and
unwholesome hours and food, not to mention polite dram drinking, and
the round of cruelties they call sport. I found that the moment I
refused to accept the habits of the rich as standards of refinement and
propriety, the whole illusion of their superiority vanished at once.
When I married Marian I was false to my class. I had a sort of idea
that my early training had accustomed me to a degree of artistic
culture that I could not easily find in a working girl, and that would
be quite natural to Marian. I soon found that she had the keenest sense
of what was ladylike, and no sense of what was beautiful at all. A
drawing, a photograph, or an engraving sensibly framed without a white
mount round it to spoil it pained her as much as my wrists without
cuffs on them. No mill girl could have been less in sympathy with me on
the very points for which I had preferred her to the mill girls. The
end of it was that I felt that love had made me do a thoroughly vulgar
thing—marry beneath me. These aristocratic idle gentlemen will never be
shamed out of their laziness and low-mindedness until the democratic
working gentlemen refuse to associate with them instead of running
after them and licking their boots. I am heartily glad now to be out of
their set and rid of them, instead of having to receive them civilly in
my house for Marian’s sake. The whole business was strangling me: the
strain of keeping my feeling to myself was more than you can imagine.
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