I began to wish that I had not been quite so friendly with Mr. Banks. I
had been led away by the scent and glamour of the night. Here, in this
Sunday morning breakfast-room, I was able for the first time to appreciate
the tragedy in its proper relation to the facts of life. I saw that
Brenda's rash impulsiveness might impose a quite horrible punishment on
her too-devoted father.
I turned away towards one of the window-seats. Miss Tattersall and Nora
Bailey were sitting together there, pretending a conversation while they
patiently awaited the coming of breakfast. Mrs. Jervaise was talking now
to her elder daughter; Frank was arguing some point with Gordon Hughes,
and as I felt unequal to offering comfort to the lonely head of the house,
so evidently wrapped in his sorrow, I preferred to range myself with the
fourth group. I thought it probable that the sympathies of those two young
women might at the moment most nearly correspond to my own.
I was surprised to be greeted by Miss Tattersall with what had all the
appearance of a discreetly covert wink, and I raised my eyebrows with that
air of half-jocular inquiry which I fancied she would expect from me. She
evaded the implied question, however, by asking me what time I "really got
to bed, after all."
"The sun was up before I went to sleep," I replied, to avoid the possible
embarrassment of her comments should I admit to having slept in the open
air; and then John and a female acolyte came in with the long-desired
material of breakfast.
"Good!" I commented softly. "I'm simply ravenous."
"Are you?" Miss Tattersall said. "You deserve to go without breakfast for
having missed prayers," and added in precisely the same undertone of
conventional commonplace, "I don't believe she came back at all last
night."
But, having thus piqued my curiosity, she gave me no opportunity to
gratify it. She checked the question that my change of expression must
have foreshadowed by a frown which warned me that she could not give any
reason for her suspicion in that company.
"Later on," she whispered, and got up from her seat in the window, leaving
me to puzzle over the still uncertain mystery of Brenda's disappearance.
Miss Bailey had not, apparently, overheard the confidence. She did not, in
any case, relinquish for an instant that air of simple, attentive
innocence which so admirably suited the fresh prettiness of her style.
There was little conversation over the breakfast table. We were all glad
to find an excuse for silence either in the pretence or reality of hunger.
Old Jervaise's excuse was, quite pathetically, only a pretence; but he
tried very hard to appear engrossed in the making of a hearty meal. His
manner had begun to fascinate me, and I had constantly to check myself
from staring at him. I found it so difficult to account satisfactorily for
the effect of dread that he in some way conveyed. It was, I thought, much
the effect that might have been produced by a criminal in danger of
arrest.
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