"Praised be God!..." With what mixed feelings had Moses Freudenthal
joined in this cry of thanksgiving on that Sabbath evening twenty-two
years ago when he first entered the house of God a father! His heart
bled and rejoiced at the same moment; he wept with mingled joy and
sorrow, for a little daughter had indeed been born to him: but his
wife's strength had been unable to withstand her sufferings, and she had
died. She had borne her terrible agony with unmurmuring resignation; and
even when dying a happy smile passed over her pale face whenever she
heard the voice of her child. In those sad hours before the end the
hearts of the husband and wife, that had remained strangers to each
other during the long years of their married life, at length found each
other out. He alone understood why his wife said, "Now I can die in
peace;" she alone understood why he bent over her hand again and again,
sobbing, "Forgive me, Rosele; forgive me!" "The child," she said; "take
care of the child!" then she shivered and died. Next morning they
carried her out to the "good place." And he rent his garments, took the
shoes from off his feet, and sat on the floor of the chamber of death
for seven days and seven nights, thus fulfilling the days of mourning
after the manner of the children of Israel. He did not weep, but fixed
his sad tearless eyes on the flame of the funeral light which has to
burn for a whole week in order that the homeless spirit may have a
resting-place on earth until God shows it where it is henceforth to
dwell.
"He is talking to the dead," whispered his relations in awe-struck
tones, when they saw his lips move, as he murmured, "All might have been
well now, and you are dead!"
His sorrow found relief in tears when they brought him the child, and
asked what it should be called. "Esther," he answered--"Esther, like my
mother." He held his little daughter long in his arms, and his tears
fell on her face. Then he gave the child back to her nurse, and from
that moment became calm and composed.
When the days of mourning were over he returned to his business, and
worked harder than ever before. A new spirit seemed to possess him, and
every day he embarked in new and daring undertakings. He ventured to do
what no one else would attempt, and fortune remained true to him. He now
carried out the wish he had long nourished--bought the piece of land
opposite the Dominican monastery, and began to build a large house
there. He passed his days in unceasing labor; but in the evening he
would sit for hours at a time by his child's cradle, gazing at the soft
baby face. And in the first months after his bereavement, the nurse was
often startled by seeing him come noiselessly into the nursery in the
middle of the night, and watch and listen long to see if all were well
with the child.
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