The days grew into months, the months into years, and little Esterka
became ever more remarkable for beauty and cleverness as time went on.
She was very like her father, for she had the same black curly hair,
high forehead, and determined mouth; but in strange and touching
contrast with the other features of the defiant little face, were the
gentle blue eyes she had inherited from her mother. The father often
looked at those eyes, and whenever he did so, he took his little girl in
his arms, pressed her to his heart, and called her by a thousand pet
names; but except at such times, the grave reserved man showed the child
few tokens of the almost insane love he bore her.
When Esther was five years old they left the small house they had
formerly inhabited in the Ghetto, and went to live in the large white
house opposite the monastery. And after that Moses began to take
measures for the education of his daughter, who was to be brought up
according to old established usage. Esther learned to cook, to pray, and
to count--that was enough for the house, for heaven, and for life. And
what could her father have taught her in addition to this? Polish and
German, perhaps? She could speak both languages, and he, like every
other Jew in Barnow, regarded reading and writing as needless luxuries
for a girl. He had learned both in order that he might write his
business letters, and understand the book of civil law; his daughter did
not need to do either. Besides that, would greater knowledge make her a
better or happier woman? "When a Jewish girl knows how to pray"--has
come to be a proverb among these stern-natured men--"she needs nothing
more to make her good and happy!" And yet little Esther was to learn to
read German, and much more besides!...
"It was in an hour of weakness," murmurs the old man, as he rises with
the rest of the congregation to take part in the long prayer, during
which all must stand--"of weakness and folly that I gave way. Woe unto
me for consenting, and cursed be he who led me astray!"
How can you say so, Moses Freudenthal! However much your misfortunes may
have enlightened you, and taught you to know your own heart, you can not
even yet see that it was a sin you were committing in shutting out the
light of the world from your child, and that you did right when you
consented to permit another to reveal it to her. Oh, how you sin, old
man, when, hardening your heart in egotism and ignorance, you say, "That
was the cause of her misfortunes and of mine also! From that time
forward her mind was poisoned, and turned away from me and my God!
Cursed, cursed be that hour!"
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