"Don't let us discuss that point, if you please," replied Schlome,
raising his hand in deprecation, "don't let us discuss that point. I
could answer you boldly that Esther is my sister's child, and that I
have a right to love and care for her. But I will not answer you thus;
we have been kept apart long enough by angry words. And even if you tell
me that I am a stranger in your house, and by my own fault, too, I will
answer you nothing. Love is not alone induced by ties of blood, and the
world is not so rich in love that one can afford to cast any aside.
But--it isn't that you mean. You fear danger for your child; you fear
that I should try to undermine her faith. You feel less confidence in me
than in the lowest servant in your house."
He ceased, but Moses made no reply. And yet the hard man's heart was
really touched when he once more heard the voice that had been so dear
to him in his boyhood. But he shook off his emotion, and when Schlome
repeated his question, answered with cold severity, "My servants are all
pious, and are stanch believers in the faith of their fathers." This he
said with his eyes fixed on the ground. Had he looked up he would have
seen his brother-in-law's lips tremble with bitter grief and
disappointment. And yet his answer was gentle.
"Listen, Moses," he said; "it is written, and it is a true saying, 'By
their fruits ye shall know them.' Every incident of my life is known to
you, and to all our neighbors. I have always been terribly alone in the
world, forsaken of all men, but still I have striven with all my heart
and soul to unite my life to that of others. I have striven to make it
as useful as it was possible for it to be after the blight that had
fallen upon it. You are the first person to whom I have ever said this,
and you will be the last who will ever hear from me that I know I have
acted toward my fellow-men with as much beneficence--as it is called--as
I could; and yet, what is such beneficence in reality but the duty every
man owes to his kind? I have not, therefore, lived either a happy or a
good life; but judge, Moses, I entreat of you, whether it shows either
folly or sin?"
Moses passed his hand slowly across his forehead and eyes, as though to
give himself time for thought.
Then he answered more mildly:
"No man can judge a whole life with a righteous judgement; God, who
knows all, can alone do so. I am willing to believe it is as you say,
and it is well for you that you can thus justify your life. For you can
thus wait quietly for the hour when God Himself will judge you. But"--he
interrupted himself, and then continued, almost shyly--"_do_ you believe
in God?"
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