The Journal of Countess Françoise Krasinska, Great Grandmother of Victor Emmanuel — John Shaqi
The Journal of Countess Françoise Krasinska, Great Grandmother of Victor EmmanuelTańska-Hoffmanowa, Klementyna
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The Journal of Countess Françoise Krasinska, Great Grandmother of Victor Emmanuel
Tańska-Hoffmanowa, Klementyna
Diary fiction; Franciszka Krasińska, Countess, consort of Charles, Duke of Courland, 1743-1796 -- Fiction
When the courtiers had withdrawn, my honored Parents called me
from my work, and the Count spoke thus: "Mademoiselle, to-day
the Castellanic Kochanowski asked for your hand. Although his
lineage is noble and ancient, and his fortune considerable,
nevertheless we did not think it was a suitable match. First,
the Castellanic is very young; he has no position of his own,
and is called only by the title of his deceased father;
secondly, he did not set about the matter in the proper way. He
asked no notable person to speak for him,--he came by himself,
made his declaration at once, and wanted an immediate reply,
which he received unreservedly. We do not doubt, Frances, that
you are of the same opinion." Having said this, without waiting
for my answer, he bade me return to my work.
Well, thinking it over, certainly I am of the same opinion as my
honored Parents, as well by duty as by my own conviction; but to
be quite sincere, I do not find fault with the Castellanic
because he is young and spoke for himself, but because he is
nothing by himself. A "castellanic"? that is not enough for me,
and I do not think a castellan would be too much. In any case, I
have not the slightest desire to be married yet, I am happy as I
am; for several days after our return from Sulgostow I felt
rather sad, but now I feel merry again and life is before me.
Marriage puts an end to all expectations; a married woman knows
who she is and who she shall be until her death, and I like so
much to dream! When I sit at my embroidery frame, or at my
netting, my thoughts are always travelling far and fast; all the
things I have ever read come back to my mind; I share the fate
of all the heroines of Madame de Beaumont, Madame de La Fayette,
and Mademoiselle de Scudéry; and it seems to me that I am
destined to adventures similar to theirs. Basia often scolded me
for these fancies, but her habits of thought were quite
different from mine. She often told me that she never brooded
over her future, and never thought of the husband to come,
except at her prayers,--for it must be said that with the
beginning of the sixteenth year, by the direction of our honored
Mother, we have to add to our every-day prayer the request for a
"good husband." Basia thought it was a very right thing to ask
God that the one who is to take the place of our Father and
Mother, and with whom we have to live till our death, should be
good, but it never occurred to her to wonder what he would be,
and where and when she should meet him. She always said: "There
will be time enough to think of him when he comes." And she was
right; she got such a good and sensible man. She wrote to my
honored Parents that, but for being homesick for Maleszow, she
would be the happiest woman in this world. One can see that she
loves the Staroste more and more, and that she is quite
satisfied with her lot. Who knows? perhaps I should also be
happy in such a position. In any case, my honored Parents were
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