The Journal of Countess Françoise Krasinska, Great Grandmother of Victor EmmanuelTańska-Hoffmanowa, Klementyna
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The Journal of Countess Françoise Krasinska, Great Grandmother of Victor Emmanuel
Tańska-Hoffmanowa, Klementyna
Diary fiction; Franciszka Krasińska, Countess, consort of Charles, Duke of Courland, 1743-1796 -- Fiction
I have not opened my journal for two weeks, but the days are
going on each so like the others that I have nothing to relate,
and I am thinking now what I shall write down to-day. My honored
Parents will leave soon. The Princess Woivodine deigned to pay
me a visit, and found that I stood straighter; Madame is very
kind, my comrades very agreeable; that is all I know. Really, I
hardly believe I am in Warsaw, for I know much less about public
affairs than I knew in Maleszow, and I see none of the grand
persons whom I sometimes met there. My eyes have not once beheld
the king. The duke is away, and they do not expect him back
soon.
_Sunday_, June 9.
If I were to pass my whole life in school, my journal would soon
be ended. There is nothing to write about; and it is a pity, for
I may forget the Polish language. I never use it but when
writing my diary or letters to my honored Parents or talking to
my little maid; on all other occasions I use French.
They say that I have made great progress in my studies, and the
Princess Woivodine, who has not seen me for one month, finds
that I have grown much and that I have now a very good carriage.
Really, I am the tallest of all the girls in the school, and my
waistband does not measure quite an ell.
Now when the weather is so beautiful, the sky so blue and the
trees green, I feel often a kind of sadness coming over me. I
wish I were a bird! I would then spread my wings and fly away,
far away from the cage. But there is no help for it; I must stay
here on Bednarska Street, the ugliest in all Warsaw, they say.
But next year, if God grants me life, things will be different.
_Friday_, July 26.
I see that when one is busy the days pass quickly, even in
school. I could not believe my eyes when looking now in the
calendar, in order to put the date in my journal, I found out
that for seven weeks I had not opened my book. But this day
will be forever memorable to me: I received this morning, for
the first time in my life, a letter addressed directly to me.
The dearest and kindest Madame Starostine gave me that surprise,
and wrote my full name on the envelope. So now they know at the
Post-office that there is a "Mlle. la Comtesse Françoise
Krasinska" in Warsaw. I felt like dancing for joy when I
received that letter, and I will keep it with its envelope as an
eternal souvenir.
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