The Journal to Eliza and Various letters by Laurence Sterne and Elizabeth DraperSterne, Laurence
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The Journal to Eliza and Various letters by Laurence Sterne and Elizabeth Draper
Sterne, Laurence
Draper, Elizabeth, 1744-1778; Novelists, English -- 18th century -- Correspondence; Sterne, Laurence, 1713-1768 -- Correspondence
He heard me talk of thee, Eliza, with uncommon satisfaction; for
there was only a third person, and of sensibility, with us.—And
a most sentimental afternoon, ’till nine o’clock, have we
passed! But thou, Eliza, wert the star that conducted and
enliven’d the discourse.—And when I talked not of thee, still
didst thou fill my mind, and warmed every thought I uttered; for
I am not ashamed to acknowledge I greatly miss thee.—Best of all
good girls! the sufferings I have sustained the whole night on
account of thine, Eliza, are beyond my power of words.—Assuredly
does Heaven give strength proportioned to the weight he lays
upon us! Thou hast been bowed down, my child, with every burden
that sorrow of heart, and pain of body, could inflict upon a
poor being; and still thou tellest me, thou art beginning to get
ease;—thy fever gone, thy sickness, the pain in thy side
vanishing also.—May every evil so vanish that thwarts Eliza’s
happiness, or but awakens thy fears for a moment!—Fear nothing,
my dear!—Hope every thing; and the balm of this passion will
shed its influence on thy health, and make thee enjoy a spring
of youth and chearfulness, more than thou hast hardly yet
tasted.
And so thou hast fixed thy Bramin’s portrait over thy
writing-desk; and wilt consult it in all doubts and
difficulties.——Grateful and good girl! Yorick smiles contentedly
over all thou dost; his picture does not do justice to his own
complacency!
Thy sweet little plan and distribution of thy time—how worthy of
thee! Indeed, Eliza, thou leavest me nothing to direct thee in;
thou leavest me nothing to require, nothing to ask—but a
continuation of that conduct which won my esteem, and has made
me thy friend for ever.
May the roses come quick back to thy cheeks, and the rubies to
thy lips! But trust my declaration, Eliza, that thy husband (if
he is the good, feeling man I wish him) will press thee to him
with more honest warmth and affection, and kiss thy pale, poor,
dejected face, with more transport, than he would be able to do,
in the best bloom of all thy beauty;—and so he ought, or I pity
him. He must have strange feelings, if he knows not the value of
such a creature as thou art!
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