The Journal to Eliza and Various letters by Laurence Sterne and Elizabeth DraperSterne, Laurence
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The Journal to Eliza and Various letters by Laurence Sterne and Elizabeth Draper
Sterne, Laurence
Draper, Elizabeth, 1744-1778; Novelists, English -- 18th century -- Correspondence; Sterne, Laurence, 1713-1768 -- Correspondence
I am glad Miss Light[18] goes with you. She may relieve you from
many anxious moments.—I am glad your ship-mates are friendly
beings. You could least dispense with what is contrary to your
own nature, which is soft and gentle, Eliza.—It would civilize
savages.—Though pity were it thou shouldst be tainted with the
office! How canst thou make apologies for thy last letter? ’tis
most delicious to me, for the very reason you excuse it. Write
to me, my child, only such. Let them speak the easy carelessness
of a heart that opens itself, any how, and every how, to a man
you ought to esteem and trust. Such, Eliza, I write to thee,—and
so I should ever live with thee, most artlessly, most
affectionately, if Providence permitted thy residence in the
same section of the globe; for I am, all that honour and
affection can make me,
Thy Bramin.
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LETTER IV.
I Write this, Eliza, at Mr. James’s, whilst he is dressing, and
the dear girl, his wife, is writing, beside me, to thee.—I got
your melancholy billet before we sat down to dinner. ’Tis
melancholy indeed, my dear, to hear so piteous an account of thy
sickness! Thou art encountered with evils enow, without that
additional weight! I fear it will sink thy poor soul, and body
with it, past recovery—Heaven supply thee with fortitude! We
have talked of nothing but thee, Eliza, and of thy sweet
virtues, and endearing conduct, all the afternoon. Mrs. James,
and thy Bramin, have mixed their tears a hundred times, in
speaking of thy hardships, thy goodness, thy graces.—The ****’s,
by heavens, are worthless! I have heard enough to tremble at the
articulation of the name.—How could you, Eliza, leave them (or
suffer them to leave you rather) with impressions the least
favourable? I have told thee enough to plant disgust against
their treachery to thee, to the last hour of thy life! Yet
still, thou toldest Mrs. James at last, that thou believest they
affectionately love thee.—Her delicacy to my Eliza, and true
regard to her ease of mind, have saved thee from hearing more
glaring proofs of their baseness—For God’s sake write not to
them; nor foul thy fair character with such polluted
hearts.—_They_ love thee! What proof? Is it their actions that
say so? or their zeal for those attachments, which do thee
honour, and make thee happy? or their tenderness for thy fame?
No—But they _weep_, and say _tender things_.—Adieu to all such
for ever. Mrs. James’s honest heart revolts against the idea of
ever returning them one visit.—I honour her, and I honour thee,
for almost every act of thy life, but this blind partiality for
an unworthy being.
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