'Perhaps so, but that does not prevent me from being glad on your
account. Yes, yes! Give up your Lazare! It is not a very valuable
present that you are making to the other one! I daresay that he is a
very charming fellow, and that he has the best intentions in the world;
but I prefer that the other should be unhappy with him, and not you.
Those fine fellows who grow bored with everything are far too heavy
even for broad shoulders like yours to support. I would rather see you
marry some sturdy butcher-lad--yes, I mean it--some butcher-lad who
would shake his sides day and night with honest, merry laughter.'
Then, as he saw her eyes fill with tears, he added:
'Ah, well! you love him, I suppose, and so I won't say anything more.
Give me a kiss again, since you are brave enough to act so sensibly.
Ah! what a fool he is not to see what he is doing!'
He took her arm and drew her close to his side. Then they began to talk
seriously together as they resumed their walk. The Doctor told her that
she would certainly, do best to leave Bonneville, and he undertook to
find her a situation. He happened, he said, to have a rich old relative
living at Saint-Lô, who was looking for a young lady companion. Pauline
would be perfectly happy with her, and very likely the old lady,
who had no children of her own, would grow much attached to her and
subsequently adopt her. They arranged everything between themselves,
and the Doctor promised Pauline a definite reply from his relative in a
few days' time. Meanwhile it was settled she should say nothing about
her determination to leave the Chanteaus. She was afraid that if she
did it might seem to be in some way a threat, and she was anxious to
bring the marriage to an issue and then immediately leave the house
like one who could no longer be of use there.
On the third day Pauline received a letter from the Doctor. She was
expected at Saint-Lô as soon as she could get away. It was on this
same day, during Lazare's absence, that she led Louise to an old seat
beneath a clump of tamarisks at the bottom of the kitchen garden.
In front of them, above the low wall, they could see nothing but the
sea and sky--a measureless expanse of blue, intersected by the
far-stretching line of the horizon.
'My dear girl,' said Pauline to Louise with her maternal air, 'let us
talk as though we were two sisters. You love me a little, don't you?'
Louise threw one arm round her friend's waist as she exclaimed:
'Indeed I do! You know I do!'
'Well, then, since you love me, it was very wrong of you not to tell me
everything. Why do you keep secrets from me?'
'Indeed, I have no secrets.'
'Ah! yes; think again now. Come, open your heart to me.'
Each looked into the other's face so closely for a moment that they
felt the warmth of one another's breath. And the eyes of one gradually
grew troubled beneath the clear, unruffled gaze of the other. The
silence was growing painful.
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