'Why do you tell me untruths?' she murmured at last. 'Is it possible
for you to cease to love where you have once loved?'
Pauline grew confused.
'Well! well!' she said; 'what does that matter? You love each other,
and it is quite natural that he should marry you. I--I was brought up
with him, and I shall continue to be a sister to him. One's ideas alter
when one has been waiting so long----And, then, there are several other
reasons----'
She was conscious that she was growing more confused, and, carried away
by her frankness, she went on:
'Oh! my dear, let me have my way. If I still love him sufficiently to
want to see him your husband, it is because I now believe that you are
necessary to his happiness. That doesn't vex you, does it? You would
do the same if you were in my place, would you not? Come, let us talk
it over quietly. Will you join in the little plot? Shall we come to an
understanding together to force him into being happy? Even if he seems
vexed about it and persists in believing that he is yet bound to me,
you must help me to persuade him, for it is you whom he loves, and it
is you who are necessary to him. Be my accomplice, I beg you, and let
us get everything arranged at once, now, while we are alone.'
But Louise, seeing how she trembled, how heart-broken she was in making
those entreaties, persisted in rebelling.
'No, no! I couldn't think of such a thing! It would be abominable. You
still love him; I am sure of it, and you are only planning your own
torment. Instead of helping you, I will tell him everything. Yes, as
soon as he comes back----'
Then Pauline threw her kindly arms round her again to prevent her from
continuing, and drew her face close to her breast.
'Hold your tongue, you wicked child! It must be so. It is he whom we
have to think about.'
Silence fell again, while they lingered in that embrace. Her powers
of resistance already exhausted, Louise gave way, yielded with
affectionate languor, while tears mounted to her eyes--happy tears that
trickled slowly down her cheeks. She spoke no word, but pressed her
friend to her, as though she could find no discreeter or more sincere
way of expressing her gratitude. She recognised that Pauline was so
much above her, so lofty, so self-sacrificing, that she dared not raise
her eyes to meet her gaze. However, after a few minutes, she ventured
to lift her head in smiling confusion, and then, protruding her lips,
gave her friend a silent kiss. In the distance the sea stretched out
beneath the cloudless sky without a single wave breaking on its blue
immensity.
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