Knowledge rendered Pauline grave and thoughtful. She felt surprised and
annoyed at her aunt's silence towards her, which had resulted in such
terror and serious illness. And when one day Madame Chanteau did see
fit to refer to the matter, the girl quietly intimated that she needed
no information. At this the other was alarmed, and Pauline then told
her all about Lazare's books. There was a scene, but the girl, with her
outspoken frankness, quite routed her aunt. 'How can there be harm in
knowledge of the normal conditions of life?' she asked. Her enthusiasm
was perfectly mental, and never did a single wrong thought disturb the
pure depths of her clear, child-like eyes. On the same shelf with the
medical books she had found novels which had repelled her and bored
her, so that she had thrown them aside after glancing at the first few
pages. Her aunt, growing more and more disconcerted, though she had
recovered a little from her first shock, contented herself with locking
the wardrobe and taking away the key. But a week later it was there
again, and Pauline indulged herself in reading at intervals, by way of
recreation, either a chapter on neurosis, with her mind fixed the while
upon her cousin, or one relating to the treatment of gout, with the
idea of undertaking her uncle's cure.
Each day increasing love of life and its various manifestations
displayed itself in Pauline and made of her, to use her aunt's phrase,
a general mother. Everything that lived, everything that suffered,
aroused in her a feeling of active tenderness and won from her
abundant kindliness and thoughtful care. She had now forgotten all
about Paris, and began to feel as though she had been born in that
wild spot under the pure breezes from the sea. She had developed, too,
into a well-formed young woman, and with her healthy mind and love of
knowledge it was with delight that she found herself reaching full
growth and sunny ripeness. On her part there was a full acceptance of
life, life beloved in all its functions, welcomed with the triumphant
greeting of vigorous health and soundness of nature.
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