Scotland -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
Then at the door there came his knock. There was no doubt but that it
was his knock. Who else in all the time that these two women had lived
there had knocked so? Two loud, slow knocks, expectant of an immediate
opening yet without fuss: the way men ask for things. Peace and
apprehension mingled in her. She crossed her hands on her breast, sighed
deeply, and cast down her head. It seemed good, as she went to the door
and reluctantly turned the handle, that she was in her stockinged feet;
her noiseless steps gave her a feeling of mischief and confidence as if
there was to follow a game of pursuits and flights into a darkness.
His male breadth blocked the door. She smiled to see how huge he was,
and stood obediently in the silence he evidently desired, for he neither
greeted her nor made any movement to enter, but remained looking down
into her face. His deep breath measured some long space of time. Her
eyes wandered past him and to the little huddled houses, the laurels
standing round the lamp, their leaves bobbing under the straight silver
rake of the lamplit rain; and she marvelled that these things looked as
they had always looked on any night.
"Come out, I want to see you," he whispered at last, and his hand
closing on her drew her out of the dark hall. She liked the wetness of
the flags under her stockinged feet, the fall of the rain on her face.
"You little thing! You little thing!" he muttered: and then, "I love
you."
Her head drooped. She lifted it bravely.
"Ellen! Ellen!" He repeated the name in a passion of wonder, till,
feeling the raindrops on her head, he exclaimed urgently, "But you're
getting wet! Darling, let us go in."
When he had shut the front door and they were left alone in the dark,
and she was free from the compulsion of his beauty and the intent gaze
he had set on her face, she tried to seize her life's last chance of
escape. She wrenched away her wrist and made a timid hostile noise. But
he linked his arm in hers and whispered reassuringly, "I love you," and
drew her, since there was a light there, into the kitchen. He put his
hat down on the table beside her plate and cup and threw his wet coat
across a chair, while she said querulously, sobbingly, "Why do you call
me little? I am not little!"
He took her hands in his; her inky fingers were intertwined with his
fingers, long and stained with strange stains, massive and powerful and
yet tremulous. The sight and touch filled her with extraordinary joy and
terror. At last things were beginning to happen to her, and she did not
know if she had strength enough to support it. If she could have
countermanded her destiny she would, although she knew from the rich
colour that tinged this moment, in spite of her inadequacy, it was going
to be of some high kind of glory.
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