"The poor illiterate distiller and father desired to give his son
his name but not to assign him his place in life, not his own road;
he named him Alexander and he wished him to be not a distiller but
a physician. The boy's mother was a native of an island of the
Hebrides--your geographies will have to tell you where the Hebrides
are, for doubtless you have all forgotten! The inhabitants of those
wild, bleak, storm-swept islands thought much of danger and death
and therefore often of God. Perhaps the natives of small islands are,
as a rule, either very superstitious or very religious. His mother
desired him to be a minister. You may not know that the Scotch people
are, perhaps, peculiarly addicted to being either doctors of the
body or doctors of the soul. The entire Scottish race would appear
to be desirous of being physicians to something or to somebody--not
submitting easily, however, to be doctored!
"Thus the boy's father and mother opened before him the two main
honoured roads of Scottish life and bade him choose. He chose neither,
for he was self-willed and wavering, and did not know his own mind or
his own wish. He did know that he would not take the roads his parents
pointed out; as to them he was a roadless boy.
"His mother died when he was quite young, a stepmother stepped into a
stepmother's place, and she quickly decided with Scotch thrift. A third
Scottish road should be opened to the boy and into that he should be
pushed and made to go: he must be put to trade. Accordingly, when he
was about eleven years old, he was taken from school and bound as an
apprentice to a weaver: we lament child labour now: it is an old lament.
"The boy hated weaving as, perhaps, he never hated anything else in
his life and in time he hated much and he hated many things. He seems
soon to have become known as the lazy weaver. Years afterward he put
into bitter words a description of the weaver: 'A weaver is a poor,
emaciated, helpless being, shivering over rotten yarn and groaning over
his empty flour barrel.' Elsewhere he called the weaver a scarecrow in
rags. He wrote a poem entitled _Groans from the Loom_.
"Five interminable years of those groans and all his eager, wild,
headstrong, liberty-loving boyhood was ended: gone from him as he sat
like a boy-spider with a thread passing endlessly into a web. During
these interminable years, whenever he lifted his eyes from his loom
and looked ahead, he could see nothing but penury and dependence and
loneliness--his loom to the end of his life.
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