There is a bare possibility also that in Webster he saw the only chance
to risk part of his salary in secret speculation. Nearly everybody
in the town gambled on something. The bank did not favour the idea
that its employees should enjoy any such monetary pastime. But even a
bank cannot prevent a father from betting on his own son if he keeps
the indiscretion to himself. Thus it is barely possible that, in the
language of the country, Webster's father took chances on Webster as a
winning colt on some unknown track, if he should ever take a notion to
run! Why not bet, if it cost the same as not to bet: at least you had
the excitement?
Webster on his part grew more and more into the belief that his father
not only could not answer his questions but--what was of far greater
consequence--did not open up before him any path in life. His first
natural and warm desire had been to imitate his father, to follow in
his footsteps: slowly he discovered that his father did not have any
footsteps, he made no path. His affection still encircled his father
like a pair of arms; his eyes had completely abandoned him as a
sign-post on life's road.
Mothers often open up roads for their sons or point them out, but
Webster could not look to his mother for one unless he had wished to
take a short road to an uneventful past. The kind of a mother she was
resulted from the kind of a wife she was. She had taken her husband's
arm at marriage to keep step at his side through life. Had he moved
forward, she would have moved forward. Since he did not advance, but in
his life-work represented a kind of perpetual motion without progress,
she stayed by him and busied herself with multifarious daily little
motions of her own. Her roadless life had one main path of memory. That
led her backward to a large orchard and garden and yard out in the
country, filled with fruit trees and berry-bearing bushes and vines.
She, now a middle-aged wife and mother, was a sentimental calendar
of far-away things "just ripe." The procession of fruit-and-berry
wagons past the cottage from May to October had upon her the effect
of an acute exacerbation of this chronic lament. The street cry of a
vendor, no matter how urgent her duty anywhere in the cottage at the
moment, brought her to a front window or to the front porch or even
swept her out to the front gate, to gratify her eyes with memories and
pay her respects to the impossible. She inquired the cost of so much
and bought so little that the drivers, who are keen and unfavourable
judges of human nature, when they met at cross streets and compared
notes--the disappointed, exasperated drivers named her _Mrs. Price_:
though one insisted upon calling her _Lady Not-Today_. Whenever at the
bottom of her pocketbook she found spare change for a box of brilliant,
transparent red cherries, she bore it into the cottage as rapaciously
as some miser of jewels might have carried off a casket of rubies. Thus
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