For my part, however, I noticed this only in passing, being intent on
other thoughts. From the loch there came a soft tumult of voices. It was
Saturday evening, and all the boys were at home. They were getting out
the boats for an evening row, and the white sail of the toy yacht rose
upon the gleaming water like a little white cloud among the rosy clouds
of that resplendent sky. I stood between two of the beeches that formed
a sort of arch, and looked out upon them, distracted for an instant by
the pleasant distant sound which came softly through the summer air.
Next moment I turned sharply round with a start, in spite of myself;
turned quickly to see who it was coming after me. There was, I need not
say, not a soul within sight. The beeches fluttered softly in the warm
air; the long shadows of their great boles lay unbroken along the path;
nothing else was visible, not even a bird on a bank. I stood breathless
between the two trees, with my back turned to the loch, gazing at
nothing, while the soft footsteps came quietly on, and passed me--passed
me! with a slight waft of air, I thought, such as a slight, light figure
might have made; but that was imagination perhaps. Imagination! was it
not all imagination? or what was it? No shadows or darkness to conceal a
form by; full light of day radiant with colour; the most living,
delightful air, all sweet with pleasure. I stood there speechless and
without power to move. _She_ went along softly, without changing the
gentle regularity of her tread, to the end of the walk. The steps grew
fainter as they went farther and farther from me. I never listened so
intently in my life. I said to myself, “If they go out of hearing I
shall know it is merely an excited imagination.” And on they went,
almost out of hearing, only the faintest touch upon the ground; then
there was a momentary pause, and my heart stood still, but leaped again
to my throat and sent wild waves of throbbing to my ears next moment:
they had turned and were coming back.
I cannot describe the extraordinary effect. If it had been dark it would
have been altogether different. The brightness, the life around, the
absence of all that one associates with the supernatural, produced a
thrill of emotion to which I can give no name. It was not fear; yet my
heart beat as it had never done in any dangerous emergency (and I have
passed through some that were exciting enough) before; my breath seemed
to go away from me. Would she come back to where I was? She did, passing
me once more, with the same movement of the air (or so I thought), and
turned again. But by that time my pulses were all clanging so in my ears
that I could bear it no longer. I turned and walked precipitately away,
stumbling down the little slope and losing myself in the shrubberies
which were beneath the range of the low sun, now almost set, and felt
dank and cold in the contrast. It was something like plunging into a
bath of cold air after the warmth and glory above.
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