It was in this way that my first experience ended. Miss Campbell looked
at me a little curiously with a half-smile when I joined the party at
the loch side. She divined where I had been, and perhaps something of
the strange agitation I felt, but she took no further notice; and as I
was in time to find a place in the boat, where she had established
herself with the children, I lost nothing by my meeting with the
mysterious passenger in the Lady’s Walk.
I did not go near the place for some days afterwards, but I cannot say
that it was ever long out of my thoughts. I had long arguments with
myself on the subject, representing to myself that I had heard the sound
before hearing the superstition, and then had found no difficulty in
believing that it was the sound of some passenger on an adjacent path,
perhaps invisible from the walk. I had not been able to find that path,
but still it might exist at some angle which, according to the natural
law of the transmission of sounds--Bah! what jargon this was! Had I not
heard _her_ turn, felt her pass me, watched her coming back? And then I
paused with a loud burst of laughter at myself. “Ass! you never had any
of these sensations before you heard the story,” I said. And that was
true; but I heard the steps before I heard the story; and, now I think
of it, was much startled by them, and set my mind to work to account for
them, as you know. “And what evidence have you that the first
interpretation was not the right one?” myself asked me with scorn; upon
which question I turned my back with a hopeless contempt of the
pertinacity of that other person who has always so many objections to
make. Interpretation! could any interpretation ever do away with the
effect upon my actual senses of that invisible passer-by? But the most
disagreeable effect was this, that I could not shut out from my mind the
expectation of hearing those same steps in the gallery outside my door
at night. It was a long gallery, running the full length of the wing,
highly polished and somewhat slippery, a place in which any sound was
important. I never went along to my room without a feeling that at any
moment I might hear those steps behind me, or after I had closed my door
might be conscious of them passing. I never did so, but neither have I
ever got free of the thought.
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