To have Charlotte there, altogether a thing so far beyond hope,
travelling with me, perhaps to owe something to me, and certainly
without any doubt to find myself woven in with the web of her life, was
so unexpected and so delightful that I could not perhaps be so deeply
affected by their troubles as I might have been otherwise. If it was
pain to them, it was good to me--I could not but feel the heart rise in
my breast, notwithstanding the pathos there was in the old man’s
feebleness, in the broken sleep into which he fell, and the unprotected
openness of his slumbering countenance, all revealed in the pain, the
anxiety, the irritation of his misery under the wavering lamp. And yet
by moments the pity of it would touch me in spite of myself. An old man,
a good man, whose life had been full of kindness done to others--I had
seen that and heard of it on all sides. He had given every kind of aid
to his dependants. At the “works,” to be an orphan was to be the child
of the master; and all round him in the country his hand was ever
ready--his heart, like his door, always open. And yet this man, who had
done so much for others, this was his reward. His own firstborn, the
apple of his eye!--I did not know, in so many words, what they feared,
but it was not disease or death--it was evil in some shape or
other--vice, perhaps crime. God help us all! if justice had been the
rule in this world, he must have been defended from every harm by the
most spotless, the most devoted of children; his own good deeds would
have been returned to him in gratitude and blessing; he would have been
the happy man of the Psalms, unashamed in the gates. Alas! and now his
grey hairs, his white head was bent low.
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