Charley, for whom I had telegraphed, came next day, very anxious and
miserable, with a horror of the shame and exposure which struck me in
the strangest way. To be sure it was not my name which was thus held up
to everybody’s observation, as connected with such a catastrophe; but
the catastrophe itself was so pitiful, that I scarcely could understand
this special aspect in which he viewed it. He shrank even from going
about the necessary business, and drew back from everybody that might by
possibility recognise him. The first thing he had seen coming into
London was the report in the morning paper of the inquest; and the
horror of this, and the certainty that it would circulate everywhere,
and make all possibility of concealment impossible, was almost more than
he could bear. It was from him that I heard the whole state of the case.
Colin’s expenditure had been for some years back the trouble and terror
of the family, and it appeared that he had plunged into speculation by
way of mending this. The letters that were found half read upon his
table showed of themselves how the coils of fate were closing around
him. It was evident from Charley’s half revelations that the case was
clearly desperate for the offender, and not much less so for the family,
whose name had been made use of on all hands. This came upon the young
man not all in a moment, but by degrees, as Colin’s letters, and various
business representations from one side and another, came flowing in. On
the eve of the funeral he came to me with the paleness of despair in
his face. “What am I to do?” he cried. “My father is not able to pay any
attention--they tell me any new shock might kill him.” “Is it so very
bad?” I said. “Bad? we’re ruined; that is all,” cried Charley. He was,
as I found out afterwards, a very good man of business; but he had never
had occasion to take the responsibility on his shoulders, and now,
suddenly left alone, suddenly brought face to face with unexampled
calamity, his self-command forsook him for the moment. Little by little
he opened out to me the state of affairs. The “works” were so profitable
and the business so good, that eventually everything might come right;
but in the meantime he was paralysed, and did not know what to do. Mr.
Campbell was in a sort of tranquil, half-childish state, not suffering
much, and quite unconscious of what had happened. To consult him was
impossible, and Tom and Jack were but boys, who knew little as yet of
the ramifications of the business, or anything beyond the department of
which they had charge. “Have you said anything to your sister?” I asked;
and then poor Charley broke down. “How can I speak to Chatty?” he said;
“he was always _her_ brother. I cannot bide to break her heart. It is
bad enough as it is--Colin gone, and all this misery--and my father
knowing nothing. If she finds out all he’s brought upon us, what will
she do?”
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