that matter, of so small account are men, the rock and tree would both
have been older dwellers than the Campbells; and why for that should
the sun moderate his shining, or the clear skies veil themselves?
Afterwards I went in and wandered about the house, which was so silent.
A subdued sound indeed came from the children’s rooms, and when I
knocked at the door I was received with a tumult of delight; but next
moment little Mary lifted her small finger and said, “Oh, Harry! oh,
Katie! how can you make a noise and disturb papa!” The old man in his
chamber dominated the whole house; the absolute quiet of it and
desertion (when the children went out for their afternoon walk) had an
indescribable effect upon my mind. It was as if the chamber, still and
clean, all garnished and decked as for daily living, yet empty of all
visible life, was full of beings unseen, for whom and for whose pleasure
they existed. A kind of awe stole over me when I sat down in one of
these rooms. I felt myself out of place there--as if all the solemn
visitors in their old house must resent the presence of a stranger.
Yes, I was a stranger; even Charlotte herself had called me so, though
no one had been so near to her, or had so much to do with her life in
the last crisis. It gave me a sort of bitter pleasure to think this,
even though I might be disowned by those others, as having nothing to do
with the house.
My mind was so taken up by these thoughts that it was almost
inadvertence that took me, in the course of my solitary rambles about,
to the Lady’s Walk. I had nearly got within the line of the birch trees,
however, when I was brought hurriedly back to the strange circumstances
which had formed an accompaniment to their family history. It gave me a
shock and start to hear once more the footsteps of the guardian of
Ellermore. She had come back, then! After that first thrill of
instinctive emotion this gave me a singular pleasure. I stood between
the trees and heard the soft step coming and going with absolute
satisfaction. It seemed to me that they were not altogether abandoned so
long as she was here. My heart rose in spite of myself. I began to
speculate on the possibility even yet of saving the old house. I asked
myself how it could be finally disposed of without Mr. Campbell’s
consent and signature; and tried to believe that at the last moment some
way might open, some wonderful windfall come. But when I turned back to
the house, this fantastic confidence naturally failed me. I began to
contemplate the other side of the question--the new people who would
come in. Perhaps “some Englishman,” as Charley had said with a certain
scorn; some rich man, who would buy the moors and lochs at many times
their actual value, and bring down, perhaps, a horde of Cockney
sportsmen to banish all quiet and poetry from Ellermore. I thought with
mingled pity and anger of what the Lady would do in such hands. Would
she still haunt her favourite walk when all whom she loved were gone?
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