Would she stay there in forlorn faithfulness to the soil, or would she
go with her banished race? Or would she depart altogether, and cut the
tie that had bound her to earth? I thought--for fancy once set out goes
far without any conscious control from the mind--that it might be
possible that the intruders into the home of the Campbells should be
frightened by noises and apparitions, and all those vulgarer powers of
the unseen of which we hear sometimes. If the Lady of Ellermore would
condescend to use such instruments, no doubt she might find lower and
less elevated spirits in the unseen to whom this kind of play would be
congenial. I caught myself up sharply in this wandering of thought, as
if I were forming ideas derogatory to a dear friend, and felt myself
redden with shame. She connect her lovely being with tricks of this
kind! I was angry with myself, as if I had allowed it to be suggested
that Charlotte would do so. My heart grew full as I pursued these
thoughts. Was it possible that some mysterious bond of a kind beyond our
knowledge connected her with this beloved soil? I was overawed by the
thought of what she might suffer, going upon her solitary watch, to see
the house filled with an alien family; yet, perhaps, by and by, taking
them into amity, watching over them as she had done over her own, in
that sweetness of self-forgetfulness and tender love of humankind which
is the atmosphere of the blessed. All through this spiritual being was
to me a beatified shadow of Charlotte. I felt that this was what she
might be capable of doing, if it were possible that those whom she loved
most were no longer dependent upon her care.
You will say all this was very fantastic, and I do not deny that the
sentence is just.
Next day passed in something the same way. Charlotte was very anxious.
She had wished the removal to take place that afternoon, but when the
moment came she was afraid. She said “To-morrow,” with a shiver. “I
don’t know what I am afraid of,” she said, “but my heart fails me--my
heart fails me.” I had to telegraph to Charley that it was deferred, and
another long day went by. It rained, and that was an obstacle. “I cannot
take him away in bad weather,” she said. She came downstairs to me a
dozen times a day, wringing her hands. “I have no resolution,” she
cried. “I cannot--I cannot make up my mind to it. I feel that something
dreadful is going to happen.” I could only take her trembling hand and
try to comfort her. “But if it must be done,” I ventured to say, “you
will be happier when it is over.” She gave me a wild look of panic. “I
don’t know what I am afraid of,” she said. “I wish it might be taken out
of my hands.” I understood her, and I made all the arrangements.
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