The Land of Darkness: Along with Some Further Chapters in the Experiences of the Little Pilgrim — John Shaqi
The Land of Darkness: Along with Some Further Chapters in the Experiences of the Little PilgrimOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Land of Darkness: Along with Some Further Chapters in the Experiences of the Little Pilgrim
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Future life -- Fiction; Purgatory -- Fiction
A pair of the officials of the place passed as I spoke. They looked at
me with a threatening glance, and half paused, but then passed on. It
was I now who hurried my companion along. I recollected him now. He was
a man who had met me in the streets of the other city when I was still
ignorant, who had convulsed me with the utterance of that name which, in
all this world where we were, is never named but for punishment,--the
name which I had named once more in the great hall in the midst of my
torture, so that all who heard me were transfixed with that suffering
too. He had been haggard then, but he was more haggard now. His features
were sharp with continual pain, his eyes were wild with weakness and
trouble, though there was a meaning in them which went to my heart. It
seemed to me that in his touch there was a certain help, though he was
weak and tottered, and every moment seemed full of suffering. Hope
sprang up in my mind--the hope that where he was so eager to go there
would be something better, a life more liveable than in this place. In
every new place there is new hope. I was not worn out of that human
impulse. I forgot the nightmare which had crushed me before--the
horrible sense that from myself there was no escape--and holding fast to
his arm, I hurried on with him, not heeding where. We went aside into
less frequented streets, that we might escape observation. I seemed to
myself the guide, though I was the follower. A great faith in this man
sprang up in my breast. I was ready to go with him wherever he went,
anywhere--anywhere must be better than this. Thus I pushed him on,
holding by his arm, till we reached the very outmost limits of the city.
Here he stood still for a moment, turning upon me, and took me by the
hands.
‘Friend,’ he said, ‘before you were born into the pleasant earth I had
come here. I have gone all the weary round. Listen to one who knows: all
is harder, harder, as you go on. You are stirred to go on by the
restlessness in your heart, and each new place you come to the spirit of
that place enters into you. You are better here than you will be farther
on. You were better where you were at first, or even in the mines than
here. Come no farther. Stay--unless----’ but here his voice gave way.
He looked at me with anxiety in his eyes, and said no more.
‘Then why,’ I cried, ‘do you go on? Why do you not stay?’
He shook his head, and his eyes grew more and more soft. ‘I am going,’
he said, and his voice shook again. ‘I am going--to try--the most awful
and the most dangerous journey----’ His voice died away altogether, and
he only looked at me to say the rest.
‘A journey? Where?’
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