The Land of Darkness: Along with Some Further Chapters in the Experiences of the Little PilgrimOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Land of Darkness: Along with Some Further Chapters in the Experiences of the Little Pilgrim
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Future life -- Fiction; Purgatory -- Fiction
‘Who are you?’ I said, turning round horror-stricken; for close beside
me was a miserable man, apparently in the last stage of disease. He was
pale as death, yet eaten up with sores. His body was agitated by a
nervous trembling. He seemed to shuffle along on hands and feet, as
though the ordinary mode of locomotion was impossible to him, and yet
was in possession of all his limbs. Pain was written in his face. I drew
away to leave him room, with mingled pity and horror that this poor
wretch should be the partner of the only shelter I could find within so
short a time of my arrival. I who---- It was horrible, shameful,
humiliating; and yet the suffering in his wretched face was so evident
that I could not but feel a pang of pity too. ‘I have nowhere to go,’ I
said. ‘I am--a stranger. I have been badly used, and nobody seems to
care.’
‘No,’ he said; ‘nobody cares--don’t you look for that. Why should they?
Why, you look as if you were sorry for _me_! What a joke!’ he murmured
to himself--‘what a joke! Sorry for some one else! What a fool the
fellow must be!’
‘You look,’ I said, ‘as if you were suffering horribly; and you say you
have come here for years.’
‘Suffering! I should think I was,’ said the sick man; ‘but what is that
to you? Yes; I’ve been here for years--oh, years!--that means
nothing,--for longer than can be counted. Suffering is not the
word--it’s torture--it’s agony. But who cares? Take your leg out of my
way.’
I drew myself out of his way from a sort of habit, though against my
will, and asked, from habit too, ‘Are you never any better than now?’
He looked at me more closely, and an air of astonishment came over his
face. ‘What d’ye want here,’ he said, ‘pitying a man! That’s something
new here. No; I’m not always so bad, if you want to know. I get better,
and then I go and do what makes me bad again, and that’s how it will go
on; and I choose it to be so, and you needn’t bring any of your d----d
pity here.’
‘I may ask, at least, why aren’t you looked after? Why don’t you get
into some hospital?’ I said.
‘Hospital!’ cried the sick man, and then he too burst out into that
furious laugh, the most awful sound I ever had heard. Some of the
passers-by stopped to hear what the joke was, and surrounded me with
once more a circle of mockers. ‘Hospitals! perhaps you would like a
whole Red Cross Society, with ambulances and all arranged?’ cried one.
‘Or the _Misericordia_!’ shouted another. I sprang up to my feet,
crying, ‘Why not?’ with an impulse of rage which gave me strength. Was I
never to meet with anything but this fiendish laughter? ‘There’s some
authority, I suppose,’ I cried in my fury. ‘It is not the rabble that is
the only master here, I hope.’ But nobody took the least trouble to hear
what I had to say for myself. The last speaker struck me on the mouth,
and called me an accursed fool for talking of what I did not
understand; and finally they all swept on and passed away.
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