The Land of Darkness: Along with Some Further Chapters in the Experiences of the Little Pilgrim — John Shaqi
The Land of Darkness: Along with Some Further Chapters in the Experiences of the Little PilgrimOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Land of Darkness: Along with Some Further Chapters in the Experiences of the Little Pilgrim
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Future life -- Fiction; Purgatory -- Fiction
I had been, as I thought, severely injured when I dragged myself into
that corner to save myself from the crowd; but I sprang up now as if
nothing had happened to me. My wounds had disappeared, my bruises were
gone. I was, as I had been when I dropped, giddy and amazed, upon the
same pavement, how long--an hour?--before? It might have been an hour,
it might have been a year, I cannot tell. The light was the same as
ever, the thunderous atmosphere unchanged. Day, if it was day, had made
no progress; night, if it was evening, had come no nearer: all was the
same.
As I went on again presently, with a vexed and angry spirit, regarding
on every side around me the endless surging of the crowd, and feeling a
loneliness, a sense of total abandonment and solitude, which I cannot
describe, there came up to me a man of remarkable appearance. That he
was a person of importance, of great knowledge and information, could
not be doubted. He was very pale, and of a worn but commanding aspect.
The lines of his face were deeply drawn, his eyes were sunk under high
arched brows, from which they looked out as from caves, full of a fiery
impatient light. His thin lips were never quite without a smile; but it
was not a smile in which any pleasure was. He walked slowly, not
hurrying, like most of the passengers. He had a reflective look, as if
pondering many things. He came up to me suddenly, without introduction
or preliminary, and took me by the arm. ‘What object had you in talking
of these antiquated institutions?’ he said.
And I saw in his mind the gleam of the thought, which seemed to be the
first with all, that I was a fool, and that it was the natural thing to
wish me harm,--just as in the earth above it was the natural thing,
professed at least, to wish well--to say, Good morning, good day, by
habit and without thought. In this strange country the stranger was
received with a curse, and it woke an answer not unlike the hasty ‘Curse
you, then, also!’ which seemed to come without any will of mine through
my mind. But this provoked only a smile from my new friend. He took no
notice. He was disposed to examine me--to find some amusement
perhaps--how could I tell?--in what I might say.
‘What antiquated things?’
‘Are you still so slow of understanding? What were they? hospitals: the
pretences of a world that can still deceive itself. Did you expect to
find them here?’
‘I expected to find--how should I know?’ I said, bewildered--‘some
shelter for a poor wretch where he could be cared for--not to be left
there to die in the street. Expected! I never thought. I took it for
granted----’
‘To die in the street!’ he cried, with a smile, and a shrug of his
shoulders. ‘You’ll learn better by and by. And if he did die in the
street, what then? What is that to you?’
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