Clearly the coffee was not enough, for his head throbbed worse than
before. Involuntarily he steadied it with one hand, to keep it on, while
he put into Kelly's drug store for a bromo. Kelly's was popular with the
boys. It was open nights and they could buy whisky in the back room,
after all the other places were closed, and secure bromo over the soda
water fountain in the morning.
Micky absorbed his bromo in a gloomy, introspective mood. The bracer, as
it is generally understood, he was minded this morning to avoid as if it
had been a pestilence. He was wont to say that a bracer was to him but a
limited stop-over, that he would be sure to be traveling again before
noon. He had travelled far enough this trip, far enough to menace a
future, which had never seemed so bright. Disquieting recollections
gnawed at Micky's mind. A girl's face, eloquent with horror and disgust,
seen as through a mist in the lighted street, confronted his shamed,
wakened consciousness, while he writhed inwardly. And, too, his post
with the Courier? Had he lost it? How much latitude would they extend to
drunkards?
A drunkard! He shuddered at the repellent thought, yet what else was he?
What else any man who allowed the infernal appetite to lure him from
duty to be performed? Not once but many times had he, O'Byrn, fallen by
this standard. Repeatedly had he been cast off, with the goal of
reputation and success in sight, because of the little red devil, who
journeyed with him the broad land over, making its hateful presence
known at riotous intervals that resulted in swift changes and shifts of
scene for the little Irishman. If, indeed, he had not lost his post with
the Courier, it was due to the fortunate interruption of a spree that
might otherwise have lasted a week. O'Byrn's soul went out in gratitude
to Dick. Even though it should prove that he had lost both his place and
his lady, it was a melancholy pleasure to Micky to have sobered so soon.
He thought with deep self-disgust of prior orgies; of wild days and
wilder nights, piling deliriously upon each other while sleep was
unknown, a stranger to be banished; when all things loomed distorted,
unreal, through a red haze. So it would go until, with abused nature
exhausted, he would sink into a sodden stupor. From this he would
finally emerge a shaking wreck, with the blackest of memories and
usually with the blankest of futures, for his job usually went with his
spree. The latter was always of inconvenient length for the demands of a
newspaper office.
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