To the woman with the pale, worn face and tired eyes, the woman who was
now at rest, he owed his upbringing. From the time that he could not
remember, when she and her baby were deserted by the husband and father,
till the hour when she lay wasted in her final illness, she had toiled
for the boy, to give him clothes, sustenance, schooling. Micky
remembered with a dull ache at his heart how in the supreme hour the
poor tired eyes had watched in vain for one who came not, how the wan
lips had in delirium whispered a dishonored name. Then the end, and the
ensuing picture of a little newsvender, led sobbing from the new-filled
grave of the truest friend he would ever know.
And this other, the being who had left a frail weakling to bear the
brunt alone, for what must the son thank him? For the inherited fiend's
appetite that marred him, no more. The son well knew that the craving
was the intensified replica of the father's crowning vice. He had
learned, moreover, that the parent had deemed it a witty thing to ply
the son with toddy while in his cradle. The son took to it with an
avidity of grave presage, but which delighted the tippling parent. This
was the heritage from his father, a heritage that held in fee wastes of
black bog and hungry mire, with death squatting grimly in the midst.
Ah, what a goodly patrimony he had left, this absent one; what wealth
indeed!
The boy in the bed winced as beneath the impact of a blow. He struck
clenched hands together fiercely. "Oh, God!" he breathed, the tone
combining the bitter venom of a curse with the agonized entreaty of a
prayer.
A moment more he lay in silence, vague eyes fixed on a gray and
resurrected past. He stirred uneasily. "Ah, well, this won't do!" he
muttered, and flinging off the coverings he rolled off upon the floor.
The sunlight dazzled his eyes and he blinked like a bat as he drew the
shade. He swayed unsteadily for a moment, wincing as a sharp pain
stabbed his throbbing head, dying in needle-like prickings just behind
the eyes. With a discouraged groan he made his way to the wash stand,
and emptying the pitcher into the bowl, plunged his fevered head into
the refreshing contents and held it there. It was very pleasant, the
coolness, and a brisk rubbing with a crash towel added decidedly to the
relief. Dressing with shaking fingers, he was finally ready and left the
house, blinking swollen eyes owlishly in the clear sunlight. He stopped
at a restaurant just long enough to swallow a cupful of black coffee in
order to neutralize a bevy of differing tastes that tenanted his mouth,
vying in stale mustiness. Again he sought the open air, wandering
aimlessly.
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