Here was luxurious ease compared to toilful effort. Here was a
privilege greater than all the consciousness of having overcome an
unaccustomed dialect. To think as freely as one who thinks in dreams,
and utter one's thoughts as unsuspiciously as the rudest peasant who
has never contemplated the possibility of error in his speech, was a
new luxury, an unexpected, a seemingly undeserved boon, presented
every morning at waking, and not withdrawn when the curtains of the
night were closed.
It was pleasant to get back once more to the familiar living, the
familiar cooking, even the familiar dulness of the atmosphere. The
evenings were already getting short, and more than one fog had visited
London that season.
But although Eugene and Lavirotte found themselves once more in
London, fully equipped for the ocean in which each meant to launch
himself, to neither did it seem there was any immediate chance of
employment; and, in fact, all arrangements had been made for the
remainder of that season.
Each found it necessary to practise the strictest economy. Lavirotte
had still something left, and only that Eugene's father was able to
spare, out of the little which remained to him from the wreck of his
fortune, something for his son, Eugene, his wife and child might have
known what absolute hunger was.
Eugene had two rooms, and Lavirotte one. They did not live in the same
house, but they met daily, Lavirotte coming to Eugene's place, and
spending an hour or so in the evening with his friend.
"I shall not be able to hold out," said Lavirotte on one occasion,
"more than a couple or three months, if something doesn't turn up."
"I should not have been able to hold out so long," said Eugene, "only
that my father was able to lend me a hand."
"It's weary work, waiting," said Lavirotte. "But still, I do not
despair."
"Not only do I not despair," said Eugene, "but I mean to succeed.
Neither of us is a fool, and there are worse men, at our business,
making a living in London. Why should we starve?"
These were gallant words, but facts were hard upon the two. Lavirotte
was the first to meet with a piece of luck. It was not much. In some
remote kind of way, through Cassidy's agency, he was asked to sing at
a concert in Islington, and got a guinea for the night.
When the expenses of gloves and a cab were taken out of this guinea,
very little remained as remuneration to the singer. But still it was
better to do something than nothing, and Lavirotte was a few shillings
less poor by the transaction.
Although he had not even yet abandoned hope of getting a hundred
pounds a night, he no longer thought it likely he would reach such an
El Dorado soon. He would have been very glad to take ten pounds a
night; ay, to take ten pounds a week. He would have been glad to take
a pound a night.
Eugene had told him that he, Eugene, would be glad to sing for nothing
if he could only get an "appearance."
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