The Last Days of Mary Stuart, and the journal of Bourgoyne her physician — John Shaqi
The Last Days of Mary Stuart, and the journal of Bourgoyne her physicianCowan, Samuel
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The Last Days of Mary Stuart, and the journal of Bourgoyne her physician
Cowan, Samuel
Mary, Queen of Scots, 1542-1587 -- Death and burial
“With regard to my condition and treatment here, which the said
Queen had expressly written to me she wished to do all things very
honourably as far as to disclaim that of the past, I must say in a word
that I find myself at the present time rather confined in a gaol than
in a prince's captivity, much below me or whom they could by right
of war or otherwise justly detain. I am interdicted from all private
correspondence with my son, to whose welfare and preservation as I feel
myself obliged to have regard, so much the more I have of sorrow and
torture in being unable to render him this maternal duty in the straits
and necessity wherein he very often is.
“As to my private affairs, you are aware of the severity exercised at
Chartley when he came to give an account of them, so that his journey
to me amounted almost to nothing.
“My servants' despatches are delivered to me with so much delay, and
mine to them, that the opportunities usually slip away before I can
make use of them, the necessity, nevertheless, for it being such, that
I am put as they say to my last shift. The place in which I am is made
so detestable by the severity which is exercised to all who approach
to it even for the ordinary conveniences necessary for me and my
servants, and I am seldom permitted to do good to any poor person in
the neighbourhood, the distribution of my alms having been removed from
me this year, that it was too apparent how much they endeavour to make
me be reputed and held as some savage and complete stranger, and so
insult those not only who should have some respect for me, but whoever
will have anything to do with me and my servants.
“I have not until now had so much need of having a fixed residence in
which I might settle myself with the conveniences requisite for my
health, being but as one passing from inn to inn.
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