"It’s not a matter of place," she had repeated. "I don’t hasten matters
by rounding the world every year or two. I know he might just as well
cross my own threshold in Ireland or come to one of the late
tiger-hunter’s households in England. Not a matter of place, but the
right time. I think when we are both ready he will come surely—it must
be he who is not ready.... See how the years go. I am older than you,
Sir Romney. These are years on the vine now. I am nearing thirty. I am
afraid of this waiting. It sometimes makes me feel sour to wait. I
don’t want to be sour when he comes. I want one more child—one child
from him. I learned something of what it means—oh, just the beginning of
that mighty mystery. I would kill him—if he did not prove the real
lover. No more tiger-hunters for me. All boyish things would have to be
put away by the man I took for my own. He would have to know what it
means to be a father. There’s something heroic about that that the world
doesn’t dream of yet. My lover would have to understand that. At
least, he would have to know when I told him. God, how few are the
lovers in the world."
Romney pondered this again and again in his berth, sentence by sentence.
Once she had laughed and said:
"The man I mean—why, his romance is greater to him than his life work."
And again, she had bent forward whispering, her hand upon his knee:
"Sometimes I feel as if I were strong enough to be the mother of the new
race."
All this on a little river steamer, deep in China, the rice-lands giving
away to the hills as they neared Hankow. Moira Kelvin had but one
theme—the lover she would some time know. A frail superb woman burning
with a dream. Romney felt that there was stuff in her to endure fire
that would wither most women. She had the physique for great emotions.
He quite believed that she was capable of killing the man who failed
her. He sensed something of her deadly horror in the mistake she had
once made. She was different now from the girl-wife of that patient
English sportsman.
"There are analogies in nature about this killing of the male," she had
said. "Look at the fate of the bee whom the queen crowns king in their
flight."
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