"I laughed at myself for being frightened by a little rustle and went
back into the room. I saw a great gray moth at the window screen and
then I remembered and ran to the desk where I had left the cocoon. The
whole branch had fallen—and I got the picture of the birth of a winged
thing there in the shadows. The moth itself was on the screen—a
gleaming gray creation, with a light of its own about it—the light of
the fairy world which I remembered from a child. The wings were
whirring silently—the still strange creature poised for flight in the
night, and held by this man-made screen. At the end of each feathered
antenna was a pendent cross. I tried to open the screen, but it was old
like all of the things of that house and I ran to find a servant.
When I returned, the moth was not alone. _Its own_ had come to it
through the twilight—answering some cry we are too coarse to hear. They
were there together—a mystic pair of wonderful gray mates—one on the
outside of the screen, one in the room. I could not wait for the
servant, but cut a door in the wire with a rough bronze paper-cutter,
and away they flew together."
It was her theme.
All that day Romney dwelt in her power. She gilded his world. He found
that his relation to her was that of servitude. She commanded
imperiously, dictating what they should say, where they should go, what
they should eat and drink. Yet he was glad, for this had never happened
before. It did not occur to him that this mysterious establishment of
their relation was fatal to the real romance. Each minute forged him
anew. She was great and glowing. He did not know that all the old
ideals of wooing and winning that the world has come up through were
impossible with her. Vaguely and darkly the hope formed that _time_
might change something; that the luck of a white man in Asia might come
to his aid.
Romney was less the mere crude male than most men. He had intuitions,
visions, deep yearnings, answered to very little of the levelling
dominance of the trade mind, but on the very points that he excelled,
she chose to master him. It was as if he had been provinced in Asia and
she had come from all the earth. His thought of her to-day was not the
thought of yesterday. It did not dawn upon him that her changes might
not be moodiness or incoherence, but the very width of her orbit and
splendour of her diffusion.
There was at Longstruth’s a Chinese boy who served them. He seemed to
enter into their thought of the little delicacies. He had some English
which Romney chose to use for a time, but there came a moment of late
afternoon when a matter of service required explicit information, and
Romney administered it in Chinese, excusing himself as he took his
attention for a moment from the woman. He turned back to her to find a
new interest in her eyes.
"Tell me about yourself," she said suddenly. "You must have come to
China as a child to speak like that."
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