Love stories; Older women -- Fiction; Single women -- Fiction
Worse yet, Debby began to attitudinize, to learn the comfort of poses.
She must be forever holding pretty things forward. She took care of her
hands, polished her nails. Now and then she must drape a piece of silk
across her shoulder and dispose her rigid frame into curves. She began
to talk of "lines" to cold-cream her complexion.
The mental change in her was no less thorough. Activity was a tonic.
Her patience was compelled to school itself. Prosperity lay in
unfaltering courtesy, untarnished cheer. Cynicism does not sell goods.
All day long she was praising things. Enthusiasm became her instinct.
Few men swam into her ken, but in learning to satisfy the exactions of
women she built up tact. She had long since omitted malekind from her
life and her plan of life. She was content. Women liked her; women
lingered to talk with her; they asked her help in their vital struggle
for beauty. It was enough.
CHAPTER VI
One morning, as she was making ready to go to the store, and taking
ready to go to the store, and taking much time at the process, she
observed at her forehead a white hair. It startled her, frightened her
for a moment; then she laughed.
"Why, I’m growing old!"
What use had she for youth? It had never been kind to her. All the
loss of it meant was that it might harm her a little at the store. She
plucked out the white thread and forgot it–nearly.
Another day there was another white hair. She removed that, too. Then
came another, and others, swiftly, till she was afraid to take any more
away.
At last there was a whole gray lock. She tucked it in and pinned it
beneath the nondescript mass of her coiffure. It would have terrified
her more if she had not been so busy. She chattered and proffered her
wares all day long. Hunger became one of her most sincere emotions.
Fatigue wore her out but strengthened her, sweetened her sleep, kept
dreams away. When she woke she must hurry, hurry to the store. The old
stupidity of her life had given way to an eternal hurry.
And now the white hairs were hurrying, too, like the snowflakes that
suddenly fill the air. But with this snow came the quickening of pulse
and glistening of eyes, the reddening of cheeks that the snow brings.
The white fell about her hair as if she stood bareheaded in a
snow-storm. There was a kind of benediction in it. She felt that it
softened something about her face, as the snow softens old rubbish-heaps
and dreary yards and bleak patches.
People began to say, "How well you look, Debby!" They began to dignify
her as "Deborah" or "Miss Larrabee." Her old contemners came to her
counter with a new meekness. Age was making it harder and harder for
them to keep the pace. Bright colors did not become them any longer.
Their petals were falling from them, the velvet was turning to plush,
and the plush losing its nap, rusting, sagging, wearing through. The
years, like moths, were gnawing, gnawing.
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