Love stories; Older women -- Fiction; Single women -- Fiction
Debby felt so sorry for the women who had been beautiful. She could
imagine how the decay of rosehood must hurt. It is not necessary to have
been Napoleon to understand Elba.
One day a sad, heavy figure dragged along Deborah’s aisle and sank upon
the mushroom stool in front of her. Deborah could hardly believe that
it was Josie Shillaber. She could hardly force back the shock that
leaped to her expression. From thin, white lips crumpled with pain came
a voice like a rustling of dead leaves in a November gust. And the
voice said, with a kind of envy in it:
"Why, Deborah, how well you look!"
"Oh, I am well!" Deborah chanted, then repressed her cheer
unconsciously. It was not tactful to be too well. "That is, I’m
tol’able. And how are you this awful weather?"
"Not well, Debby. I’m not a bit well; no, I’m never well any more.
Why, your hair is getting right white, isn’t it, dear? But it’s real
becoming to you. Mine is all gray, too, you see, but it’s awful!"
"Indeed it’s not! It’s fine! Your children must love it. Don’t they?"
"Oh, the children!" Josie wailed. "What do they think of me? The grown
ones are away, all flirting and getting married. They say they’ll come
back, but they never do. But I don’t care. I don’t want them to see me
like this. And the young ones are so selfish and inconsiderate. It’s
awful, getting old, isn’t it, Debby? It don’t seem to worry you,
though. I suppose it’s because you haven’t had sorrow in your life as I
have. I’m looking for something to wear, Debby. The styles aren’t what
they used to be. There’s not a thing fit to wear to a dog-fight in
these new colors. What are people coming to? I can’t find a thing to
wear. What would you suggest? Do help me!"
Deborah emptied the shelves upon the counter, sent to the stock-room for
new shipments that had not been listed yet, ransacked the place; but
there was nothing there for the woman whose husband owned it all. The
physician’s wife was sick with time, and even he could not cure her of
that. The draper’s wife was turning old; he could not swaddle her from
the chill of that winter. Josie was trying to dress up a rose whose
petals had fallen, whose sepals were curled back; the husk could not
endure colors that the blossom had honored.
Josie, however, would not acknowledge the inevitable autumn; she would
not grow old with the grace of resignation. She limped from the store,
shaking her unlovely head. Could this be Josie Shillaber, who had
romped through life with beauty in and about everything she was and wore
and did?
Deborah could have moralized over her as Hamlet over Yorick’s skull:
Where be your petal cheeks, your full, red lips, your concise chin, and
that long, lithe throat, and those pearly shoulders, and all that
high-breasted, spindle-hipped, lean-limbed girlishness of yours? And
where your velocity, your tireless laughter, your amorous enterprise?
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