He gestured toward the ranch house where Jane and the stranger stood on
the veranda, the girl pointing to the great sweep of country which
showed down creek. Then they turned and reentered the house.
"And so this is yours!" the man laughed. "Yours and your business!"
"My business, Dick! For the first time I feel as though I had a real
object in living."
He smiled cynically.
"Jane, Queen of the Range!" he mocked.
She did not smile with him, but said soberly:
"I expect it is funny to you. It must be funny to all the old crowd. I
can hear them, as soon as they know that I have decided to stay here,
the girls at tea, the men in their clubs, talking it over. Jane Hunter,
burying herself in the mountains and _doing_ something, becoming
earnest and serious minded, getting up with the sun and going to bed at
dark! It is strange!"
"It's too strange for life, Jane," he said, pulling up his trousers
gingerly and sitting on the davenport. He leaned back and smoothed his
sleek hair. "It isn't real. You're going to wake up before long and
find that out.
"It was absurd enough for you to come here, but this preposterous
notion that you are going to _stay_.... Why, that's beyond words!
What got into you, anyhow?"
He eyed her closely.
"I don't know, yet. It's a strange impulse but it's real, the first
real thing that's ever gotten into me, I guess. I know only that ...
except that it is a pleasant sensation.
"When I left New York I was desperate. I came here to take something
tangible that was mine and go back with it and now I've found out that
the thing I want is nothing that I can see or touch, that I can't take
it away with me. Not for a long time, anyhow. It isn't waiting
ready-made for me; I must create it from the materials that are in my
hands."
He continued to look at her a thoughtful moment.
"You've told me a lot about yourself and about this ranch and about
these men who are working for you. You've told me about this country
and, rather vaguely, about your plans. I suspect you don't know much
about them yet," he added parenthetically. "You've not asked a question
about New York, nor why I came."
She picked a yellowed leaf from a geranium plant and turned to face him.
"As for New York," she said with a lift of the eyebrows and a quick
tilt of her head, "I don't give a ... damn,"--softly. "As for your
coming, I didn't need ask. When a man has followed a girl wherever she
has gone, to sea, to other countries, for four years, there is nothing
surprising in the fact that he should trail her only two-thirds of the
way across this continent....
"But it's no use, Dick. I made up my mind that I would not marry you
before I came here. I tried to convince you of the honesty of my
purpose in my last letter, but perhaps I failed because I wasn't truly
honest with myself then. I thought I was through, but, in reality, I
was only planning a variation of the old way of doing things.
"Now I'm finished, absolutely, with the rot I've called life!"
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