But his snarl was not the snarl of devotion, of affection. It was the
lust cry of the destroyer, he who would possess hungrily, unthinkingly,
without sympathy or understanding ... even without respect.
He drew her to him roughly and she struggled, too frightened to cry
out, face white and lips closed. He imprisoned both her hands in his
one and with the other arm about her body crushed it against his, her
breast to his breast, her limbs to his limbs. He lowered his lips
toward her face and she bent backward, crying out lowly, but the touch
of her lithe torso, tense in the struggle to be free, made his strength
greater, swept away the last barrier of caution and his body was aflame
with desire.
"Dick ... stop...." she panted and managed to free one hand.
She struck him on the mouth and struck again, blindly. He gave her
efforts no notice but, releasing her hands, crushed her to him with
both arms and she could feel the quick come and go of his breath
through her hair as he buried his face in it.
And at that she became possessed of fresh strength. She turned and half
slipped, half fought her way through his clutch, running down the room
to the fireplace where she stood with the davenport between them
breathing irregularly, a hand clenched at her breast.
"You ... you beast!" she said, slowly, unsteadily as he came toward her
again.
"Yes, beast!" he echoed. "We're all beasts, every one of us who sees
and feels and I've seen you and I've felt you and the beast is hungry!"
"And you call that love!" She spoke rapidly, breathlessly. "An hour ago
if anyone would have said that Dick Hilton, sober, would have displayed
this, this _thing_ which is his true self, I'd have come to your
defense! But now ... you ... you!"
Her face was flaming, her voice shook with outraged pride.
"Stop!" she cried, drawing herself up, no longer afraid. She emerged
from fear commanding, impressive, and Hilton hesitated, putting one
hand to a chair back and eyeing her calculatingly as though scheming.
The vein on his forehead still stood out like an uneven seam.
"For shame!" she cried again. "Shame on you, Dick Hilton, and shame on
me for having tolerated, for having believed in you ... little as I
did! Oh, I loathe it all, you and myself--that was--because if it had
not been for that other self which tolerated you, which gave you the
opening, this ... this insult would never have been. You, who failing
to buy a woman's love, would take it by strength! You would do this,
and talk of your desire as love. You, who scoff at men whose respect
for women is as real as the lives they lead. You ... you beast!"
She hissed the word.
"Yes, beast!" he repeated again. "Like all these other beasts, these
others who are blinding you as you say I have blinded you, who have--"
"Stop it!" she demanded again. "There is nothing more to be said ...
ever. We understand one another now and there is but one thing left for
you to do."
"And that?"
"Go."
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