“But you must have had no end of swell things,” retorted the younger
girl. “It stands to reason you must. I know that much. And what have you
done with ’em?” She broke out in loud satire: “Oh, yes! A precious
lot you thought about me and the rest of us! I daresay it kept you awake
nights, thinking about us so much!”
Jessica gazed in painful astonishment at this stripling girl, who had
regarded her melancholy home-coming merely in the light of a chance to
enjoy some cast-off finery. All the answers that came into her head were
too bitter and disagreeable. She did not trust herself to reply, but,
still wearing her hat and jacket, walked to the window and looked out
down the snowy road. The impulse was strong within her to leave the
house on the instant.
Samantha had gone away, slamming the door viciously behind her, and
Jessica stood for a long time at the window, her mind revolving
in irregular and violent sequence a score of conflicting plans and
passionate notions. There were moments in this gloomy struggle of
thought when she was tempted to throw everything to the winds--her
loyalty to pure-souled Annie Fairchild, her own pledges to herself, her
hopes and resolves for the future, everything--and not try any more. And
when she had put these evil promptings behind her, that which remained
was only less sinister.
As she stood thus, frowning down through the unwashed panes at the
white, cheerless prospect, and tearing her heart in the tumultuous
revery of revolt, the form of a man advancing up the road came suddenly
under her view. He stopped when he was in front of the Lawton house, and
looked inquiringly about him. The glance which he directed upwards fell
full upon her at the window. The recognition was mutual, and he turned
abruptly from the road and came toward the house. Jessica hurriedly took
off her hat and cloak. Reuben Tracy had come to see her!
It was her stepmother who climbed the stairs to notify her, looking more
lank and slatternly than ever, holding the bedroom door wide open, and
saying sourly: “There’s a man down-stairs to see you already,” as if the
visit were an offence, and Jessica could not pretend to be surprised.
“Yes, I saw him,” she answered, and hurried past Mrs. Lawton, and down
to the gaunt, dingy front room, with its bare walls, scant furniture,
and stoveless discomfort, which not even Samantha dared call a parlor.
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