She could remember afterward that Reuben stood waiting for her with his
hat in his left hand, and that he had taken the glove from his right
to shake hands with her; and this she recalled more distinctly than
anything else. He had greeted her with grave kindness, had mentioned
receiving notice from the Fairchilds of her coming, and had said that of
course whatever he could do to help her he desired to do. Then there had
been a pause, during which she vaguely wavered between a wish that he
had not come, and a wild, childish longing to hide her flushed face
against his overcoat, and weep out her misery. What she did do was to
point to a chair, and say, “Won’t you take a seat?”
“It is very kind of you to come,” she went on, “but--” She broke
off suddenly and looked away from him, and through the window at the
snow-banks outside. “How early the winter has closed in,” she added,
with nervous inconsequence.
Reuben did not even glance out at the snow. “I’m bound to say that it
isn’t very clear to me what use I can be to you,” he said. “Of course,
I’m all in the dark as to what you intend to do. Mr. Fairchild did not
mention that you had any definite plans.”
“I had thought some of starting a milliner’s shop, of course very
small, by myself. You know I have been working in one for some months at
Tecumseh, ever since Mrs. Fairchild--ever since she--”
The girl did not finish the sentence, for Reuben nodded gravely, as if
he understood, and that seemed to be all that was needed.
“That might do,” he said, after a moment’s thought, and speaking even
more deliberately than usual. “I suppose I ought to tell you this
doesn’t seem to me a specially wise thing, your coming back here. Don’t
misunderstand me; I wouldn’t say anything to discourage you, for the
world. And since you _have_ come, it wasn’t of much use, perhaps, to say
that. Still, I wanted to be frank with you, and I don’t understand why
you did come. It doesn’t appear that the Fairchilds thought it was wise,
either.”
“_She_ did,” answered Jessica, quickly, “because she understood what I
meant--what I had in mind to do when I got here. But I’m sure he laughed
at it when she explained it to him; she didn’t say so, but I know he
did. He is a man, and men don’t understand.”
Reuben smiled a little, but still compassionately. “Then perhaps I would
better give it up in advance, without having it explained at all,” he
said.
“No; when I saw your name on the sign, down on Main Street, this
afternoon, I knew that you would see what I meant. I felt sure you
would: you are different from the others. You were kind to me when I was
a girl, when nobody else was. You know the miserable childhood I had,
and how everybody was against me--all but you.”
Jessica had begun calmly enough, but she finished with something very
like a sob, and, rising abruptly, went to the window.
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