“No, not silly: it seems to me a very notable kind of wisdom. I had
been thinking only of you, and that you could live more comfortably and
happily elsewhere. But it seems that you were thinking of matters much
greater than your own. And that surprises me, and pleases me, and makes
me ashamed of my own view. Think you silly? My dear child, I think
you are superb. Only”--he spoke more slowly, and in a less confident
tone--“unfortunately, though it is wisdom to do the right thing, it
doesn’t always follow that it is easy, or successful for that matter.
You will need to be very strong, in order to stand up straight under the
big task you have undertaken--very strong and resolute indeed.”
The touch of his hand upon her shoulder had been more to Jessica than
his words, the line of which, in truth, she had not clearly followed.
And when he ended with his exhortation to robust bravery, she was
conscious of feeling weaker than for months before. The woman’s nature
that was in her softened under the gentle pressure of that strong hand,
and all the nameless feminine yearnings for wardenship and shelter from
life’s battle took voice and pleaded in her heart. Ah, yes! he spoke
of her being strong, and the very sound of his voice unnerved her. She
could not think; there was no answer to be made to his words, for she
had scarcely heard them. No reply of any kind would come to her lips.
In place of a mind, she seemed to have only a single sense--vast,
overpowering, glorious--and that was of his hand upon her shoulder. And
enwrapped, swallowed up in this sense, she stood silent.
Then lo! the hand was gone, and with a start her wits came back. The
lawyer was buttoning his overcoat, and saying that he must be going.
She shook hands with him mechanically, in confused apprehension lest
she should think of nothing more to say to him before he departed. She
followed him to the hall, and opened the front door for him. On the
threshold the words she wanted came to her.
“I will try to be strong,” she said, “and I thank you a thousand times
for coming.”
“Now, you will let me help you; you will come to me freely, won’t you?”
Reuben said as he lifted his hat.
“Good-by,” answered Jessica, slowly, as she closed the door.
CHAPTER VIII.--THANKSGIVING AT THE LAWTONS’.
The church-bells rang out next morning through a crisp and frosty air.
A dazzling glare of reflected sunshine lay on the dry snow, but it
gave no suggestion of warmth. The people who passed on their way to
Thanksgiving services walked hurriedly, and looked as if their minds
were concentrated on the hope that the sexton had lighted the fire in
the church furnace the previous day. The milkman who stopped his sleigh
just beyond the house of the Law-tons had to beat off a great rim of
chalk-white ice with the dipper before he could open his can.
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