Reuben sat still, thinking over his reply. The suggestion that he
differed from the general run of men was not precisely new to his mind,
but it had never been put to him in this form before, and he was at a
loss to see its exact bearings. Perhaps, too, men are more nearly
alike in the presence of a tearful young woman than under most other
conditions. At all events, it took him a long time to resolve his
answer--until, in fact, the silence had grown awkward.
“I’m glad you have a pleasant recollection of me,” he said at last. “I
remember you very well, and I was very sorry when you left the school.”
He had touched the painful subject rather bluntly, but she did not turn
or stir from her post near the window, and he forced himself forward.
“I was truly much grieved when I heard of it, and I wished that I could
have talked with you, or could have known the circumstances in time,
or--that is to say--that I could have helped you. Nothing in all my
teacher experience pained me more. I--”
“Don’t let us talk of it,” she broke in. Then she turned and came close
beside him, and lifted her hand as if to place it on his shoulder by a
frank gesture of friendship. The hand paused in mid-air, and then sank
to her side. “I know you were always as good as good could be. You don’t
need to tell me that.”
“And I wasn’t telling you that, I hope,” he rejoined, speaking more
freely now. “But you have never answered my question. What is it that
Seth Fairchild failed to understand, yet which you are sure I will
comprehend? Perhaps it is a part of your estimate of me that I should
see without being told; but I don’t.”
“My reason for coming back? I hardly know how to explain it to you.”
Reuben made no comment upon this, and after a moment she went on:
“It sounds unlikely and self-conceited, but for months back I have been
full of the idea. It was her talk that gave me the notion. I want to be
a friend to other girls placed as I was when I went to your school, with
miserable homes and miserable company, and hating the whole thing as I
hated it, and aching to get away from it, no matter how; and I want
to try and keep them from the pitch-hole I fell into. That’s what I
want--only I can’t explain it to you as I could to _her_; and you think
it’s silly, don’t you? And I--begin to think--so--myself.”
Reuben had risen now and stood beside her, and put his hand lightly on
her shoulder as she finished with this doleful confession. He spoke with
grave softness:
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