Two centuries had passed since the death of THE SAINT, and a young
virgin in her extended family was still, according to custom, the
sister custodian of the holy tabernacle, which means that she took
care of it, and that it was her job to open the tabernacle on feast
days when the miraculous image was shown to the faithful. She it
was who had the care of maintaining the ever new elegance of Our
Lady's ornaments, of removing the dust from them and the harmful
insects, of picking, to compose her crown or to adorn her altar,
the most gracious flowers in the garden in their growth and the
most chaste in their colour, forming chains, garlands and bouquets
that attracted in their turn, through the great stained glass window
open to the rising sun, a multitude of purple and azure butterflies,
aerial flowers indicative of solitude. Among these tributes the
flowering thorn was always given preference when in season, and,
imitated in lieu of all the others with an art that the good nuns
had stolen the secret of from nature, it rested on the breast of
the beautiful Madonna as a thick clump knotted with a silver ribbon.
The butterflies themselves might have slipped up sometimes, but they
did not dare to dwell on these celestial flowers which were not made
for them.
The sister custodian at that time was called Beatrix. Eighteen
years old at most, she had scarcely been told how pretty she was,
for she had entered Our Lady's house when she was only fifteen,
as pure and unspoilt as her flowers.
There is a happy or disastrous age at which a young girl's heart
understands that it was created to love, and Beatrix had reached
it. But this need, initially vague and anxious, had only made
her duties more dear to her. Unable to explain then the secret
motions that agitated her so much, she had taken them to be the
symptoms of a pious fervour which accuses itself of not being
ardent enough, and which feels obliged to love enthusiastically
and to the point of madness. The unknown object of these loving
tendencies eluded her lack of experience, and among the objects
that occupied the senses of her ingenuous heart, if we can put
it like that, Our Lady alone seemed to her worthy of that deep
adoration for which life itself could scarcely suffice. This
cult of every passing moment had become the one thing her mind
dwelt on, the one thing that charmed her solitude. It filled
even her dreams with mysterious languors and ineffable acts of
worship. She was often to be seen stretched out in front of
the tabernacle, breathing out to her divine patron prayers that
were interspersed with sobs, or wetting the space around the
altar with her tears, and the celestial Virgin smiled no doubt,
from the top of her eternal throne, at that happy and tender
mistake on the part of the innocent, for the Holy Virgin loved
Beatrix and liked to be loved by her. Besides, she had perhaps
discerned in Beatrix's heart that she always would be loved by
her.
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