About that time there occurred an event that raised the veil
under which Beatrix's secret had remained so long hidden to
herself. A young lord in those parts, having been attacked by
murderous footpads, was left in the forest for dead, and, though
he had only preserved at most the feeble semblance of a life
about to be extinguished, the convent servants transported him
to their infirmary. As the daughters of chatelaines at that
time were, from their earliest years, in receipt of formulas
and recipes with respect to the healing art, Beatrix was sent
by her sisters to the bedside of the dying man to help him.
She put into practice all she had learned of that useful body
of knowledge, but she counted more on the intercession of the
miraculous Virgin Mary, and her long and laborious vigils,
divided between the cares of a sick nurse and the prayers
of a servant of Mary, obtained for her all the success she had
hoped for. Raymond re-opened his eyes to the light and, in
doing so, recognized his benefactress. He had already seen
her occasionally in the very castle she had been born in.
"What's this?" he cried. "Is it you, Beatrix? Is it you
I loved so much in my childhood years and that the too soon
forgotten acknowledgement of that love by your father and
mine had permitted me to hope for as a wife? What grievous
twist of fate has let me see you again, chained by the links
of a life which is not made for you, and cut off, without
any going back, from that brilliant world that you were the
principal ornament of? If you yourself chose this state of
solitude and abnegation, Beatrix, I swear to you, you have my
word, that it was because you did not yet know your own heart.
The commitment that you made in your then ignorance of those
feelings that are natural to all that breathes, is null and
void before God as it is before men. You have carelessly
betrayed your destiny as a wife, as a lover, and as a mother!
You condemned yourself, you poor, dear child, to long days
of boredom, bitterness, disgust that no pleasure henceforth
will be able to assuage the long sadness of! It is however
so sweet to love, so sweet to be loved, so sweet to live
again through what one loves in the objects that one loves!
The pure joys of affection add to life twofold, threefold,
fourfold. What tenderness there is in having a friend who
worships you, who enhances each moment with ever new causes
for pleasure, who only lives to cherish you or please you.
The innocent caresses of pretty children, so fresh, gracious,
happy to be alive, and that a barbarous whim would then have
sent into oblivion! This is what you have lost! This is
what you would have lost, Beatrix, if blind obstinacy keeps
you in the abyss you have plunged in! No," he continued even
more exaltedly, "you will not be ignorant of the plans of
your God and mine, who has only brought us back together
that we may be forever reunited! You will willingly submit
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