Judson, Adoniram, 1788-1850; Missionaries -- Burma -- Biography; Missionaries -- United States -- Biography
plans, that he was afraid to look into his heart, lest he should
discover what he did not like to confess, even to himself—that he did
not want to become a Christian. He was fully awake to the vanity of
worldly pursuits, and was, on the whole, prepared to yield the palm of
excellence to religious ones; but his father had often said he would
one day be a great man, and a great man he had resolved to be.”
During his college course he began to cherish skeptical views.
“It was at this period that French infidelity was sweeping over the
land like a flood; and free inquiry in matters of religion was
supposed to constitute part of the education of every man of spirit.
Young Judson did not escape the contamination. In the class above him
was a young man by the name of E——who was amiable, talented, witty,
exceedingly agreeable in person and manners, but a confirmed Deist. A
very strong friendship sprang up between the two young men, founded on
similar tastes and sympathies; and Judson soon became, at least
professedly, as great an unbeliever as his friend. The subject of a
profession was often discussed between them. At one time they proposed
entering the law, because it afforded so wide a scope for political
ambition; and at another, they discussed their own dramatic powers,
with a view to writing plays.
“Immediately on closing the school at Plymouth, Judson set out on a
tour through the Northern States. After visiting some of the New
England States, he left the horse with which his father had furnished
him with an uncle in Sheffield, Connecticut, and proceeded to Albany
to see the wonder of the world, the newly-invented Robert Fulton
steamer. She was about proceeding on her second trip to New York, and
he gladly took passage in her. The magnificent scenery of the Hudson
had then excited comparatively little attention, and its novelty and
sublimity could not fail to make a deep and lasting impression on one
of Judson’s ardent and adventurous spirit. Indeed, during his last
illness, he described it with all the enthusiasm that he might have
done in his youth. His name was frequently mistaken for that of
Johnson; and it occurred to him that, in the novel scenes before him,
he might as well use this convenient disguise, in order to see as
deeply into the world as possible. He therefore, without actually
giving out the name with distinctness, or ever writing it down, became
Mr. Johnson. He had not been long in New York before he contrived to
attach himself to a theatrical company, not with the design of
entering upon the stage, but partly for the purpose of familiarizing
himself with its regulations, in case he should enter upon his
literary projects, and partly from curiosity and love of adventure.[3]
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