Judson, Adoniram, 1788-1850; Missionaries -- Burma -- Biography; Missionaries -- United States -- Biography
which it poured into his chamber dispelled all his ‘superstitious
illusions.’ As soon as he had risen, he went in search of the
landlord, and inquired for his fellow-lodger. ‘He is dead,’ was the
reply. ‘Dead!’ ‘Yes, he is gone, poor fellow! The doctor said he would
probably not survive the night.’ ‘Do you know who he was?’ ‘O, yes; it
was a young man from Providence College—a very fine fellow; his name
was E——.’ Judson was completely stunned. After hours had passed, he
knew not how, he attempted to pursue his journey. But one single
thought occupied his mind, and the words, Dead! lost! lost! were
continually ringing in his ears. He knew the religion of the Bible to
be true; he felt its truth; and he was in despair. In this state of
mind he resolved to abandon his scheme of travelling, and at once
turned his horse’s head toward Plymouth.”
He arrived at Plymouth September 22, 1808, and in October of the same
year entered the Theological Institution at Andover, one year in
advance. As he was neither a professor of religion nor a candidate for
the ministry, he was admitted only by special favor. On the 2d of
December, 1808, he made a solemn dedication of himself to God; and on
the 28th of May, 1809, at the age of twenty-one, joined the Third
Congregational church in Plymouth. His conversion involved in itself a
consecration to the Christian ministry. How complete this consecration
was, may be seen in the following extract from a letter to Miss Ann
Hasseltine:
“ANDOVER, _December_ 30, 1810. Sunday Eve.
“I have been through the labors of another Sabbath. A preacher can say
with Pope, ‘E’en Sunday shines no day of rest to me.’ Brother Nott
preaches this evening; but, on account of a cold, I stay at home. I am
persuaded that the chief reason why we do not enjoy religion is, that
we do not try to enjoy it. We are not like a good man who resolved
that he _would_ grow in grace. We pervert the doctrine of our
dependence to indulging indolence and sinful ease. I have enjoyed some
religion to-day, and I think by means of resolving in the morning that
I would avoid everything displeasing to God. I have some hope that I
shall be enabled to keep this in mind, in whatever I do—_Is it
pleasing to God?_ To assist my memory, I have used the expedient of
inscribing it on several articles which frequently meet my sight. Is
it not a good plan? But after all, it will be of no use, unless I
resolve, in divine strength, instantly to obey the decision of
conscience.”
“_December 31._ Monday Eve.
“It is now half after nine, and I have been sitting fifteen minutes
with my pen in hand, thinking how to begin. I have this day attained
more than ever to what I suppose Christians mean by the enjoyment of
God. I have had pleasant seasons at the throne of God. Those lines of
Watts have been very sweet to me:
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