The Life of Col. James GardinerReligious Tract Society (Great Britain)
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The Life of Col. James Gardiner
Religious Tract Society (Great Britain)
Converts -- Great Britain -- Biography; Gardiner, James, 1688-1745
These secret debates with himself and ineffectual efforts would sometimes
return: but they were overborne, again and again, by the force of
temptation; and it is no wonder, that in consequence of them his heart
grew still harder. Neither was it softened, or awakened, by the very
memorable deliverances, which at this time he received. Once he was in
extreme danger by a fall from his horse. As he was riding fast down a
hill, the horse threw him over his head, and pitched over him; so that
when he rose, the beast lay beyond him, and almost dead. Yet, though he
received not the least harm, it made no serious impression on his mind.
In his return from England in the packet-boat, but a few weeks after the
former accident, a violent storm, that drove them up to Harwich, tossed
them from thence for several hours, in a dark night, on the coast of
Holland; and brought them into such extremity, that the captain of the
vessel urged him to go to prayers immediately if he ever intended to do
it at all; for he concluded they would in a few minutes be at the bottom
of the sea. In these circumstances he did pray, and that very fervently
too; and it was remarkable, that while he was crying to God for
deliverance, the wind fell, and quickly after they arrived at Calais.
But the major was so little affected with what had befallen him, that,
when some of his gay friends, on hearing the story, rallied him upon the
efficacy of his prayers, he excused himself from the scandal of being
thought much in earnest, by saying, “that it was at midnight, an hour
when his good mother and aunt were asleep; or else he should have left
that part of the business to them.”
We now come to the account of his conversion. This memorable event
happened towards the middle of July, 1719. The major had spent the
evening (which was the Sabbath) in some gay company, and had an unhappy
assignation with a married lady, whom he was to attend exactly at twelve.
The company broke up about eleven; and he went into his chamber to kill
the tedious hour. It happened that he took up a religious book, (which
his good mother or aunt had, without his knowledge, slipped into his
portmanteau,) called, “The Christian Soldier; or Heaven taken by Storm:”
written by Mr. Thomas Watson. Guessing, by the title, that he should
find some phrases of his own profession spiritualized, in a manner which
might afford him some diversion, he resolved to dip into it, but took no
serious notice of any thing he read; and yet while this book was in his
hand, an impression was made upon his mind (perhaps God only knows how)
which drew after it a train of the most important and happy consequences.
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