The Life of Me: An AutobiographyJohnson, Clarence Edgar
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The Life of Me: An Autobiography
Johnson, Clarence Edgar
Fisher County (Tex.) -- Biography; Fisher County (Tex.) -- History; Johnson family; Johnson, Clarence Edgar, 1906-1994
What could it hurt to play in it? It was in a nice bin, and we
would leave it in the bin. Walking on it wouldn't hurt it.
Digging holes and tunnels in it wouldn't damage the seed. This
was forbidden fruit we just couldn't understand.
So, the rule about not playing in the cottonseed had its effect
on cultivating our dishonesty. It was so much fun, we went ahead
and played in the cottonseed bin anyway, when we thought the
coast was clear. And I can't remember ever having gotten caught
at it.
I can understand it all now. If we had been allowed to play in
the cottonseed, we might have gotten careless about wasting seed
out the door when we were having a cottonseed fight. And, more
than likely, we would have left the door open at times for the
rain and rats and cows to get in. And of course, a cave-in in
one of our tunnels might have trapped one of the smaller kids
when there were no large ones around for rescue work. We hadn't
thought of that.
But we couldn't understand it at that time, and it seemed to us
that this cottonseed "don't" was not an absolute "don't," but
perhaps more of an "I don't think you ought to" kind of a
"don't." So, when viewed from that angle, we didn't feel so
guilty. We just played in the seed and enjoyed it.
But since there was at least a half-hearted rule against playing
in the cottonseed, we didn't dare leave the door open when we
were playing inside. Papa could have spotted that open door a
quarter-mile away and, come supper time, we kids would have had
to answer a question or two. Also, a few seeds outside on the
ground could have been seen by conservative parents or maybe by a
brother who was bent on "getting even" with another brother, and
at the same time, putting a fresh shine on his little halo by
tattling.
In spite of all the drawbacks, we played in the cottonseed, and
naturally we stirred up dust. And when the sun shone through the
cracks onto that dust, it was hard to see through it--it was sort
of like a wall that you could walk right through.
One day we were playing in the seed when the sun was shining
through a horizontal crack in the boards. The dust in the
sunshine looked a lot like a large board, lying flat above the
seed. I tried to crawl up on the dust as though it were a table
top. But of course, it wouldn't hold me up.
I couldn't understand it. So I stirred up more dust until it
became very dense. Then I tried jumping up on it. But it still
wouldn't hold me up.
Years later, I learned why. The dust wasn't as dense as I was.
I have told you about a three or four-year-old boy planting with
a two-row planter, a dog plowing for his master, and Texas kids
trying to walk on dust clouds. Don't go away, I have other true
stories to tell you.
As I mentioned before, I have heard Papa tell of trail driving
near San Angelo, Texas. He was just a lad at that time--couldn't
have been more than 17 or 18 years old. Here is what he told me
about 35 years later:
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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