“I received your letter,” writes Mrs. Jex-Blake when the child is
gone, “and very glad we were to hear of your safe arrival,—but, my own
child, I could have cried over your words. They were nice and
affectionate, _but the very opposite of your acts_.... Either my child
means what she writes or she does not. Your conduct completely
contradicts your assertions. More sad and foolish behaviour than yours
it is difficult to imagine. You behaved so ill that I doubt if I could
have borne it another day without being laid on a bed of sickness, and
I might never have recovered. Your ever being with us again for three
weeks at a time is _quite out of the question_ till you have the good
sense to understand (as other children of your age do) that to be
happy and comfortable and to enable me in my weak state to have you at
all, you must be _good_. When you seem really to feel how ill you have
behaved, we will some time hence have you home for a week, and if I
find you keep your word (which you do not now) we will have you home
very often; and Papa says that he shall then think that he can never
do enough to make you very very happy; but you now destroy your
happiness and my health, and the medical men will _not allow_ us to be
together. Think of your great folly and sin, my dear child. Pray to
God for grace, and He will give it to you for His dear Son’s sake....
When you have read this letter, I _wish_ you to tear it up.”
As ill luck would have it, this most unusually severe indictment found
the poor little culprit seriously ill in bed. Her penitent reply is not
forthcoming, but five days later, her Mother writes again:
“MY OWN DARLING CHILD,
I trust this will find you much better; if you want me to be
happy you must make all possible haste to get well, and write to tell
me you are well.... I quite believe, my darling, that you are sorry,
and will, in God’s strength, take pains that the same shall never
happen again. I do particularly wish you to tear up my last letter _at
once_.”
She didn’t tear it up: she never could tear up “Mummy’s letters.” She
tied the two together with a piece of red wool, and slipped in with them
a Sunday School “ticket” bearing the words, “Children, obey your parents
in the Lord; for this is right.”
By the same post as the second of these letters her Father writes:
“MY DARLING CHILD,
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