We have been so grieved to hear of your illness, and do hope that
before you receive this, you will be much better. It will please you
to know that dear Mummy _is_ much better for the quiet and Norfolk
air. Everybody is so kind and trying to get her quite strong, and they
all enquire so kindly after little Sophy, whom they call ‘little
Sophy’ still, everybody saying what a very sweet and darling child you
were six years ago; and I do trust that, when you see them next, they
will find you a more darling child, and more loveable than ever. God
grant it be so, dearest, for I want you to be _very_ happy.”
The next letter from Miss B. that has been preserved is dated September,
1851, and is addressed to Mr. Jex-Blake. “I ought not to express sorrow
at the sudden removal of your child, hoping and believing that it is
‘ordered by the Lord.’ She bears away with her my affectionate love and
prayerful interest.”
No record has been kept of the precise steps that led to the “sudden
removal.”
For the next two years the child went to a boarding-school in Brighton,
where her parents had now gone to reside, and there are, therefore,
practically no letters of the period. Two of her schoolfellows, however,
have been good enough to contribute their impressions of her. For better
and for worse, they call up a very vivid picture. Miss Lucy Portal
writes:
“Being the junior of Sophy, as we always called her, she and I were
not much in touch, though I never forgot her, for she had a strong
personality, and was so clever—in fact, far above our school-mistress
in natural intelligence, and she made a lasting impression on those
with whom she associated. Whenever I heard her name in after life the
vision of a young capable girl who asked questions that bewildered her
governess rose before me.
One day when we were walking on the ‘Downs’ with [an assistant
governess] in the rear, Sophy saw a large stone by the wayside and
seated herself on it. ‘What do you mean by this?’ said the governess.
‘I am tired and must rest,’ replied Sophy. ‘Get up at once,’ said Miss
——; ‘Do you suppose we are all going to wait your pleasure in this
way?’ ‘Impossible to do what is beyond one’s capacity,’ was the
rejoinder, and threats had no effect. At last Miss —— lost her temper
and said ‘Sophy, distinctly understand that if you do not get up, I
shall leave you here, and send a policeman to fetch you.’ ‘Ah,’ said
Sophy, ‘that is a kind thought. I am sure he would prove of great
assistance to me. But could you manage to procure _two_ policemen, for
I don’t believe one would be able to carry me, and two might do so.’ I
need not say that the battle of words was soon over after that.”
Knowing as one does how anomalous was the position of an assistant
teacher in those days, one can but admit that the child must often have
inflicted far greater suffering and anxiety than she had the least idea
of.
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