The Life of Tolstoy: First Fifty Years: Fifth Edition — John Shaqi
The Life of Tolstoy: First Fifty Years: Fifth EditionMaude, Aylmer
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The Life of Tolstoy: First Fifty Years: Fifth Edition
Maude, Aylmer
Tolstoy, Leo, graf, 1828-1910
He was a wonderful boy, and later a wonderful man. Tourgénef used
to say of him very truly, that he only lacked certain faults
to be a great writer. He lacked the chief fault needed for
authorship--vanity, and was not at all interested in what people
thought of him. The qualities of a writer which he possessed were,
first of all, a fine artistic sense, an extremely developed sense
of proportion, a good-natured gay sense of humour, an extraordinary
inexhaustible imagination, and a truthful and highly moral view of
life; and all this without the slightest conceit. His imagination
was such that for hours together he could tell fairy-tales or
ghost-stories, or amusing tales in the style of Mrs. Radcliffe,
without a pause and with such vivid realisation of what he was
narrating that one forgot it was all invention.... When he was not
narrating or reading (he read a great deal) he used to draw. He
almost invariably drew devils with horns and twisted moustaches,
intertwined in the most varied attitudes and engaged in the most
diverse occupations. These drawings were also full of imagination.
It was he who, when I was five and my brothers, Dmítry six and
Sergéy seven, announced to us that he possessed a secret by means
of which, when disclosed, all men would become happy: there would
be no more disease, no trouble, no one would be angry with anybody,
all would love one another, and all would become 'Ant-Brothers.'...
We even organised a game of Ant-Brothers, which consisted in
sitting under chairs, sheltering ourselves with boxes, screening
ourselves with handkerchiefs, and cuddling against one another
while thus crouching in the dark.... The Ant-Brotherhood was
revealed to us, but not the chief secret: the way for all men
to cease suffering any misfortune, to leave off quarrelling and
being angry, and become continuously happy; this secret he said
he had written on a green stick, buried by the road at the edge
of a certain ravine, at which spot (since my body must be buried
somewhere) I have asked to be buried in memory of Nikólenka.
Besides this little stick, there was also a certain Fanfarónof
Hill, up which he said he could lead us, if only we would fulfil
all the appointed conditions. These were: first, to stand in a
corner and not think of a white bear. I remember how I used to get
into a corner and try (but could not possibly manage) not to think
of a white bear. The second condition was to walk without wavering
along a crack between the boards of the floor; and the third was,
for a whole year not to see a hare, alive or dead or cooked; and
it was necessary to swear not to reveal these secrets to any one.
He who fulfilled these, and other more difficult conditions which
Nikólenka would communicate later, would have one wish, whatever it
might be, fulfilled.
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